Wednesday, March 30, 2005
♥ headache.....headache.....headache....
wahhh.......todae too stress myself......my friend suddenly got common test....need do test...... so teach them.....wahhhh.....rali cant take it.......very headache nw......bad bad headache....... so pain....... teach so much in such short time.....me first time stress till lyk tt...... first time chong fr studies......sumore not for myself....but at least i can revise my maths.....hahaha.......but very bad headache nw...... i tink ltr no moodstudy D.E liao.........sumore tml D.E common test......beta go skool tml early at 8am to study...... hope can pass.....hav sum confidence onli......
but no mood nw.....head damn pain......argggggggg....................................
but no mood nw.....head damn pain......argggggggg....................................
Wednesday, March 30, 2005
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
♥ sad mood todae.....
rote a long letter during lesson todae.....rote til i cried....riting abt one person.....haiz......wat can i do? i cant show her the letter......it no use.....i decided to rite finish it and burn it away......hope the wind can take my pain away.....take my sadness far away from me.......been goin out these daes......wif my classmates......been goin arcade......wanting to catch my dog but todae nearly caught it, but it drop near the hole...... den cannot take liao....so sad.....second time liao....... haiz.....exam cumin.....but me lyk no mood to study.....haha.....but i believe in myself tt i can learn very fast cos i got fast memory.....depending on how i use it..... hahaha.......felt so sad for my friend..... but when there a will....there a way..... before getting to the last....i still believe miracles will cum out.......there is always a rainbow after a storm.....
duno wat happen to her again....but hope to get my thing from her.....n not bother abt her.....but can i do it? i doubt myself.......mayb i might be able to.....but it all takes time.....dun wan bothe her but i wan get my game back so i can lend my friend and ask him help me break the code..... getting to hate the person even more......always tryin to act....project always dun do......haiz.....
duno wat happen to her again....but hope to get my thing from her.....n not bother abt her.....but can i do it? i doubt myself.......mayb i might be able to.....but it all takes time.....dun wan bothe her but i wan get my game back so i can lend my friend and ask him help me break the code..... getting to hate the person even more......always tryin to act....project always dun do......haiz.....
Tuesday, March 29, 2005
Sunday, March 27, 2005
♥ a funny feelin......
haha....yest and previous day wen to qizhi hs......first day is go play......and play stan's ps2.....had a racing car challenge......hahah.....anan very gd.....won qizhi tw times.....bt lose later.....wahhh.....cant believe it man...stan got so many games....i think he can open a shop sell ps2 games liao.....sumore got my favourite game.....tenchu.....hahah.......
den yest was go qizhi hs do project...... at least they all really got do their project...... but me is go there pinic....cos bought tibits go there eat.....den ltr had dinner at his house.....did sum recordings n pics.....uploaded on my lappy liao...haha.......had quite a fun time there......wahh...den ltr watch scary movie.....笔仙.......wahhh......den kanna scare so many times..... but one thing shock me.....even whay chuin scare watch scary movie.....first time noe got guys scare watch.....hahaha.....had so much fun......really forgot all my unhappiness.......i say i nd sumone send me to my house door, den ltr whay chuin say he den nd sumone send him to his house door..... hahha......but no matter wat....we r goin to watch 见鬼10........though me scare.....but still wan watch......must watch b4 common test.....den must go chong formy bdae....cos leaving on 12th liao.....haiz......
den yest was go qizhi hs do project...... at least they all really got do their project...... but me is go there pinic....cos bought tibits go there eat.....den ltr had dinner at his house.....did sum recordings n pics.....uploaded on my lappy liao...haha.......had quite a fun time there......wahh...den ltr watch scary movie.....笔仙.......wahhh......den kanna scare so many times..... but one thing shock me.....even whay chuin scare watch scary movie.....first time noe got guys scare watch.....hahaha.....had so much fun......really forgot all my unhappiness.......i say i nd sumone send me to my house door, den ltr whay chuin say he den nd sumone send him to his house door..... hahha......but no matter wat....we r goin to watch 见鬼10........though me scare.....but still wan watch......must watch b4 common test.....den must go chong formy bdae....cos leaving on 12th liao.....haiz......
Sunday, March 27, 2005
Saturday, March 26, 2005
♥ haiz....
haiz....cannot delay it liao....most pro goin on 12th......den must chong on 11th liao......haiz....so short time to celebrate my bdae.......haiz......den must buy alot of presents for class and cousins......hahah.....
wonder wat will happen after i go? hope nothin goes wrong......can play happily......nv sick......
wonder wat will happen after i go? hope nothin goes wrong......can play happily......nv sick......
Saturday, March 26, 2005
Thursday, March 24, 2005
♥ confirm liao...confirm liao....
confirm liao.....me confirm goin shanghai...on the 14th..... manage to push it to 14th, luckily if not wai gong will want it on 12th, den me no time celebrate my bdae, n get together wif my classmates after the exams.....where shld i go tt dae? kbox? sentosa? haiz.... c hw they plan....but hope i can hav a very hapi on tt dae....cos i nv had a hapi dae b4, on my bdae.....since 17 years ago.....jt had a simple small cake wen i small till pri 4.......den ltr not much celebration....cos my bdae always land on exams.......haiz.....but realli want a hapi dae on tt dae.....a memorable one....
Thursday, March 24, 2005
♥ cant bear to leave....
haz....exam cumin....after exam...there is an 80% chance of me goin overseas.....to shanghai wif my family n grandpa and grandma...... haiz..... tinking shld i go...cos i miss a lot of ppl here......and somemore very near to my bdae......and the chalet.....and meiyun's bdae...... haiz.......hw? if i realli go, i confirm buying sovernirs for my friends......but realli will miss tem alot...cos if go....will go for 5 daes to 1 week..... very long leh......hw? shld i go? feel so comfortable wif my classmates....always able to cheer me up......but i scare of one thing.....last year wen i wen genting, i was very close to my god sis lyk hw i m now wif my class....but after i cam back, we became lyk strangers lyk tt......i very scare tt tis will happen again.....hw? wat shld i do? tell me.....pls.......
Thursday, March 24, 2005
♥ angry.......no mood......
yest didnt go online again.....due to some reason......somemore was outside wif my classmates.....but felt very guilty for shouting at them due to some reason tt i been angry for quite long.....since sem 1.......all becos of one person......and her BEST WORK.........been making me very irritated and troubled by these........ but kind of cheer up later cos of sth.....sth tt i didnt wan to say out first.....scare got some major problems come out den i die....... RMB.......becareful of wat u all do each dae.....and becareful of the person around you......U MIGHT NOT NOE WAT SHE WILL DO TO YOU TO MAKE YOU SUFFER........... dun became another me...... it really very bad.......
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
♥ feelin funny
haizz.....yest too late reach hm..... didnt go online.... so busy doin projects....rushing.....haizzz.....so sad...... todae duno wat happen....been thinking abt some past..... very sad.....totally no mood....hw? die.....cant stop thinking abt it...... nw riting at my friend's house....tt angela pig...... real pig.....hahahha......but had a miserable time wif them todae, cos they kept askin me abt sth.....haiz.....wat will happen later? me wondering too......jt hope my wish can cum true if possible.....
Tuesday, March 22, 2005
Sunday, March 20, 2005
♥ hahahaha
i so hapi...... so hapi tt no words can describe hw i feelin.....elaine tok to me and i can sense tt she back......she is reborn and recreated...... still hav the old elaine inside.....tt greedy.....joking.....blur lyk sotong.......though she said the old elaine has died, i agree, but she still hav sum bit of her inside tt cannot be forgotten......so hapi tt i cried......it may seem funny and strange, but at least i noe hw i feelin nw.....ahhahahaahahahahahhahahaahhahahahahaahahhaahhaahha.........
Sunday, March 20, 2005
Saturday, March 19, 2005
♥ first feelin
start a new blog for myself, so tt i can rite tt all the thing i wanted to say inside here, without having to keep it inside my heart and think so much...... feel tt i m getting emotional very easily.....i duno hw i m as a person, so i hope ppl will tell me hw they feel abt me, so i can change if i ever anger them b4.....onli truth, no lies to me....
haizz...... read my friend's blog, finally noe hw she doin le.... though not very clear, but at least noe tt it gd....cant help thinking hw we were b4, hw close we were, always goin together, but nw...... haiz..... it totally different...... hw i miss the time we share, but wat can i do? the past is the past..... i cant go back to the past.... as long as she gd, it ok le..... not onli her..... everyone tt i noe...... my class.... my friend outside....getting emotional again..... haiz.....
haizz...... read my friend's blog, finally noe hw she doin le.... though not very clear, but at least noe tt it gd....cant help thinking hw we were b4, hw close we were, always goin together, but nw...... haiz..... it totally different...... hw i miss the time we share, but wat can i do? the past is the past..... i cant go back to the past.... as long as she gd, it ok le..... not onli her..... everyone tt i noe...... my class.... my friend outside....getting emotional again..... haiz.....
Saturday, March 19, 2005
