Friday, September 30, 2005
♥ hate her.... she so demanding....
quit my job for telemarketer yest.... cos gillain was so demanding.... everytime change her words.... den me n my friends dun wan work anymore... cos reali very tiring... nv work a job b4 tt i actually feel so tired for so many daes.... kept yawning n yawning..... even my friends also.... den told her wan quit... she say cannot must gv her at least one month.... but the contract say 7 daes notice can liao... say wat nd find replacement for us... den say she reject other so we gt job to do... but neither did she expect tt we gt to noe a news from her PA tt is those ppl dun fit the requirement so she reject.... den say until so gd to us.... den gv us a lecture.... say wat we promise.... tt fact is we nv promise.... den say my mum told her i can work for her permanently for her.... but wen i call home to find out the fact.... my mum strictly say she nv say these sort of things.... tt gillain is a liar.... sumore wan cheat our pay... but nvm.... cos me n my friends we got ppl behind support us... help us get our pay back... even my aunt say she is a liar.... cheat us to work for her FOC den dun pay us..... if she reali dun pay us.... i tink my friend tt side n my aunt will surely lecture her till she pay us our money..... finally i noe wat kind of person she is.... n i learnt my lesson..... now if she ask us back...a strict NO..... the time so long.... 10am to 10pm.... the pay so little... now i found a job at my aunt there... much beta den her.... 8.30am to 6.30pm.... one dae pay is 50bucks..... sat n sun no nd work.... doing paperwork.... a much beta job den her.... but my friend no job nw... but luckily my aunt willing to help me help her find a job.... so still gt chance.... i tink this tim is gillain goin to be dead.... wonder wat will happen next.... wonder if we can get our pay back....
Friday, September 30, 2005
Sunday, September 25, 2005
♥ tired....
after exam start workin from 10am to 10pm.... call n call n call.... so tired.... even my friend cant take it... dun say me..... luckily my friend dun wan work on sat n sun... so i can also take tis time rest rest.... nv had a gd rest since skool start 6 weeks ltr.... so tired..... tml goin to tell gillain tt wan work until 8 or 9pm.... if not either change to call survey wan if not dun work.... she lyk gettin very strict.... den abit bossy.... me one dae gt 9 appt fixed.... beta den last time... yet she not hapi... she wan more... is lyk... so easy u call.... whole dae on phone... my ear burning soon sia.... last time had alot of msg... but now... haiz.... tink cannot reali mend the broken crack sia.... i tink it will also be there.... i cant mend it myself.... it hard.... but there notin i can do.... bought junjie cd... so nice the songs... nw save $$ buy stairsway2heaven vcd.... yeah... very soon... in one week or less... i can buy it liao.... haha....
Sunday, September 25, 2005
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
♥ touching show....
yest watch stairway to heaven... halfway mami pei me watch.... den she suddenly ask me.... y the taihua so ugly.... i was laughing... cos i rmb i ask tis qn to angela b4...... so i answer mami wif her reply... hw i noe.... haha.... i tink i will lose a bet... cos i tink i goin to buy the vcd after the show finish.... so me n mami can watch.... she even say the chengjun ge very shuai.... haha.... first time c her watch show til so late.... first time pei me watch korean show some more.... haha.... hw time flies.... but no matter hw time flies.... it will go back to hw it was b4.... so face the fact.... sometime feel abit strange wen go skool..... haiz.....
studies make me blur..... or other thing..... i tot i was in year 2 sem 2 nw.... so next year year 3..... oh my god.... even mami laugh at me..... had my java exam todae.... it seem ok.... tink can pass.... but not the grade i aim for... i tink so..... after tml exam.... will start work on fridae.... sometime hate gillain.... cos anyhow plan my schedule.... wat if i cant make it.... die die must work on sat n sun for 2 weeks.... means i hav to work 10am to 10pm for almost three weeks b4 i get my rest dae.... wah..... i wan work.... but i not in nd of money.... y set my schedule until i nd money so much..... haiz.... no fun for me sia..... must negotiate......
studies make me blur..... or other thing..... i tot i was in year 2 sem 2 nw.... so next year year 3..... oh my god.... even mami laugh at me..... had my java exam todae.... it seem ok.... tink can pass.... but not the grade i aim for... i tink so..... after tml exam.... will start work on fridae.... sometime hate gillain.... cos anyhow plan my schedule.... wat if i cant make it.... die die must work on sat n sun for 2 weeks.... means i hav to work 10am to 10pm for almost three weeks b4 i get my rest dae.... wah..... i wan work.... but i not in nd of money.... y set my schedule until i nd money so much..... haiz.... no fun for me sia..... must negotiate......
Wednesday, September 21, 2005
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
♥ haha....stitch so cute.... movie 2 best.....
had my math exam todae.... wow.... abit hard sia... hope can pass.... dun mind grade 'D'.... can pass can liao.... me study till blur sia.... though nw in year 2 sem2... den wen go back skool in nov... year 3.... haha.... me reali study till mad sia.... wen str hm.... watch my stitch cd.... yeah.... so nice... so cute... so touching.... starting stitch wear a baby pyjamas.... so cute... tink will buy one too.... haha.... den there is one part wen stitch 'die'..... oh my god.... den i cr.. first time watch movie till cry sia.... but reali very touching.... so precious..... ahhhhh......
Tuesday, September 20, 2005
Monday, September 19, 2005
♥ yeah... bought my cd.....
wen ah ma hs on sundae to hav a feast..... den brought food to my ah yi hs cos she cant walk.... den eat until too full haha.... den cannot walk.... yest wen to yishun to c doc wif mami.... while waiting.... wen walk walk.... den saw my stitch cd... bought it at 10.90..... so cute.... still gt door hanger too... but too precious... dun wan use... ltr didi spoil it.... den i heart pain..... c the doc until almost 6 den reach hm.... so late... den didnt study... read through abit......
Monday, September 19, 2005
Thursday, September 15, 2005
♥ confused..... hurt..injured...
been stayin at hm studying for math..... actually had a job at my aunt there.... she finding a job for me at her office.... but did i noe tt gillain also wan me to work for her again.... cos she call todae... den kept askin me abt the other job tt my aunt had for me...... wat negotiating the price for me.... as full time... den den my mum say gillain job seem very gd... cos basic pay abt 1000 to 1200... den gt commission.... plus weekend gt extra charge.... reali seem very gd.... even wen i start year 3... i still can work... haha.... den my mum ask me tml call back say i can work for her.... cos my aunt there not confirm.... den nw gt job waiting for me.... i exam finish can go work str away.... no nd go find job.... but feel lyk findin ppl go n work wif me.... haha.... nw wan concentrate on my math... ip.... java..... receive a msg from wc.. pass my java.... though almost same as 1st test.... at least i pass.... beta den notin.... at least i noe i wun repeat one more module... nw must c other module how... been doin my math since mon.... at least can rmb sum formulas.... even dreamin still dream of formula.... haha.... but wat i cant believe is tt i can rite notes until i hurt my arm.... luckily still can rite... if not.... die.... haha.... nw must read.... read...read....
Thursday, September 15, 2005
Monday, September 12, 2005
♥ too hapi....
yest wen airport fetch mami... den wait there wait very long... see the tv for the plane is confirmed.... den wait for it to be landed.... den wen landed.... stretch my neck to lookout for them.... after quite sum time... den they cam out... cos wen to buy wine.... den wen they finally out.... hug my mami.... nearly drop my tears.... but held back.... den tok alot... den suddenly saw my stitch... haha.... i nearly couldnt hav it.... it wen missing on the first dae.... n from wat i heard from my aunt... my mum nearly cried.... but luckily the tour guide help my mum find it back... haha.... so cute.... den heard alot of stories..... it seem so fun... as if i was there.... they even went disneyland... den my mum gt trick to sit "spiderman" wif my small cousin.... den she say: you trick me sit... here all small kid... onli me auntie... den my cousin reply: no auntie... is grandma... haha..... i was laughing.... so cute my tt cousin.... jt nw wen c my aunt at thomson medical center.... c her so weak.... haiz... mayb tml goin visit her again.... nw must study for exam....
Monday, September 12, 2005
Sunday, September 11, 2005
♥ yeah.... mami back....
in a few more hours... mami will be back... i tink nw she is on the plane having her dinner.... haha.... wen she go tt japan tt dae.... i say next time shld brin one of us go... den the other can cum fetch us.... hav the feelin of people waiting outside.. fetching us... nw she will get the feelin.... haha.... wonder wat will happen wen we c her cum out... will my tears drop again.... hmm.... haha.... cant wait... feel lyk goin airport nw.... haha....
Sunday, September 11, 2005
♥ excited.... but abit sad....
yest wen elaine hs to bake cake n cookies... meant to gv it to my ah yi to try.... but receive a call from her telllin me tt she is not at hm... she at the hospital.... i was shocked... but she say she gt low blood pressure... so nvm... next time den let her try..... but nw i have two one small cake... one big cake... two boxes of cookies.... wat m i goin to do... mayb bring it to airport let my other ah yi try.... haha.... sumore there is still one more batch at elaine hs.... arg... die.... bake too much...
Sunday, September 11, 2005
Friday, September 09, 2005
♥ hapi... had fun....
todae had my last ct test.... e-circuit... den wen to ah yi hs str away.... suddenly felt hungry..so wen northpoint to get some tin to eat.. n bought sum tin for my cousin... if not go emptyhanded abit funny... den wen there.... yongyong was awake... dandan asleep.... so play wif yongyong... had quite lots of fun... especially wif yongyong... den did alot of video on him... hw he himself hum himself to sleep... so cute.... den had dinner at my ah yi hs.... den tok abt sum skool ting.... den ah yi kept offering me this... offering me tt... den wen yi zhang cam back fr work... we play one game of uno.... to let my dandan noe more thing.... lyk color n number... den yi zhang offered me ice cream.. n stuffs... haha... they both so cute... den left at ard 9.30pm... had so much fun there.... two more daes n mami back.... tml mayb will go ay hi hs again... c if sis gt go work... haha... so cute... lyk the video of yongyong humming himself to sleep... haha....
Friday, September 09, 2005
Thursday, September 08, 2005
♥ very hapi......
yest jt finish java test.... todae finish e-comm.... not sure can pass anot.... but jt pass also can.... at long as i do not hav to retake n stay for i more sem.... i wan finish everything in 3 year... which is by next year.... no extra sem for me.... wen hm n bought a light bulb for my rm.... spoil after my mum left us.... den no choice msg xiao jiu in the afternoon ask if he can help us install cos my sis broke sth wen try to change.... nw hav to wait for xiao jiu cum... wanted wait for mami 2 cum back but wen she cum back... she will be very tired... den wen i was buying the light bulb... i received a call.... a call from mami.... yeah..... i was lyk so shocked.... at first didt recognise her voice... den she say.... jin.... mami lar.... den i was shocked.... den ask her gt buy my stitch... she said bought already... den i lost control n scream... suddenly rmb i was outside... den everyone lookin at me.... haha.... den i told my mum... i outside... den she was laughing so happily.... haha.... den i again nearly lost control n drop my tears but didt in the end... but my throat was very dry... etc.... todae is thursdae.... in a few more daes... i can c my mum again liao... yeah.... cant wait for tt dae to cum....
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
♥ feelin much beta...
todae is the second dae.... life almost as usual for me.... except everything ard me seem so quiet.... mami must be havin fun shoppin n walkin ard..... wonder she use not having anyone of us ard her.... but anyway..... one week will cum very fast.... by tt time... she be back in singapore.... wif me again.... yeah..... but mayb wen she back..... sumone will go.... tt might be my bro... my mum tinkin of placing him at metta hm to stay..... which mean he will live there..... not wif us anymore.... haiz.... wen yishun str. after test.... den wash clothes.... water plants.... boil water.... haha.... first time did so many things..... haha..... nw hav to wait for sundae to cum... n c if my mum gt carry a stitch in her hand.... haha.... sumthing she promise me... if not... i will drag her to parco bugis to buy me one... haha....
Wednesday, September 07, 2005
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
♥ totalli no mood.... life is diff 4 a week.... jt second dae onli....
todae in the morning received a call from my mum from japan.... wen heard her voice.... i dropped my tears.... den my voice becum funny..... den my mum ask me wat happen.... den i said notin.... den didnt tok much cos ltr she can hear i cry... den she will say one thing: stupid gerl.... den todae want go amk buy my comic.... wen there.... dun hav my comic... go cc.... notin for me.... video shop... also nothin.... den buy concession pass n wen hm... .on the way.... kept thinkin..... almost drop my tears again..... but held back cos in the public.... bought apple juice hm.... den wen reach hm.... my tears all came out.... cant hold back anymore.... even wen i riting nw... my tears lyk dropping.... onli second dae.... yet i already lyk tis.... haiz.... nw.... wen hm.... onli me n the four walls..... sis gt work... everydae late hm.... haiz..... wonder wat if tt dae reali cum.... den wat will happen 2 me? hope tt dae wun cum.... but it will... eventually.... i jt wan my mum to live happily n healthy......
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
♥ felt lonely.... sad.... no mood.....
yest was the dae.... send my bro to metta hm.... after tt wen bugis to pray for the safety of my relatives n my mum..... after tt wen for awhile shopping wif my mum n went hm for her to rest b4 she go off..... wen out at 7 sth...almost 8 to mit my sis at airport to hav a bit of dinner.... den ltr mit up wif my other relatives who r goin too.... den all my small cousin were there..... yaohong... dandan... yongyong.... haha..... carry one another again n again.... haha.... den ltr duno y... wen my sis pass yongyong to sumone.... her necklace gt strap off... n broke into many pieces.... den my aunt was lyk die lar.... we must pay.... den i look at the broken pieces on her hand n said one word: "Beautiful" .... haha.... den my aunt was lyk u still there gloating.... woops.... den reminded my mum abt stitch.... cos wen went bugis prco... i saw a stitch tt i lyk very much... den ask my mum buy for me.... n b4 me n my sis go off wif my aunt.... said byebye to my mum.... den i was lyk nearly drop tears.... but held back.... den went off.... hm.... feeling funny..... den couldnt sleep tt nite.... kept turning here n there..... jt couldnt get to sleep....
Tuesday, September 06, 2005
Sunday, September 04, 2005
♥ felt relieved.....
so long nv rite.... but seeing them together... makes me feel hapi... at least no more arguement btw them.... felt better.... another hapi thing was tt i finally had all the songs sang by kelly n sum others superstars.... yeah.... been downloading these daes.... if anyone wans them.... let me noe.... i gv u all the website..... so cool.... listening to kelly singing... lyk back to the time she sang the songs again.... n i even gt junyang guardian angels..... yeah..... gt so many songs..... now duno hw many songs i hav in my com.... hahaha..... tml is the dae.... my mum goin japan.... for a week.... i wun c her.... can onli wait for her to cum back soon..... after she go, i hav to countdown to the number of daes left b4 she back.... den i can hav my presents.... den no nd everytime eat outside.... haha.... hope she hav a safe journey wif my ah gong, ah ma, my aunt n uncle and thei children..... have a safe journey there n back home.... GD LUCK!!!!
Sunday, September 04, 2005
Thursday, September 01, 2005
♥ looking back.... feel so sad n sry....
lookin back at those blog n others blog..... noe wat had happen.... didnt reali wan anything to happen.... yet another conflict or argue happen jt cos my matter.... i feel very guilty for wat had happen.... causing more things to happen nw... i dun mind wat u all say abt me nw.... but wat i reali hope is tt u all be back as friends as last time.... no conflict btw anyone anymore.... i reali didnt expect tt anyone would argue cos of this thing.... i already let go everything.... jt wanna b back lyk hw last time i was.... but i duno if it is possible.... after knowing wat had happen yest.... wat i hope nw is tt e8 can be as united as b4.... if i had done more wrongs to anyone... i sincerely apologize nw.... jt wish tt everyone be united again.....
Thursday, September 01, 2005
