Monday, December 29, 2008
♥ thought over it
finally... finally saw some good news on sotong's blog... she thought it over... she wun give up so easily... was so scare that she might take her own life.... but lucky... haix.... life is unpredictable... who knows the closest to you could even harm you... hurt you.... push you down... who can we trust in this world... who can i trust in this world? me, myself and I... i am a friend of myself... and also an enemy of myself... the more people see down on me... the more i should prove myself... not for others... but for myself...
trust... such a profound word to me...
Monday, December 29, 2008
Thursday, December 25, 2008
♥ xmas celebration
yest was consider a different xmas celebration for me.... lucky company got half day... we all went home... change and pick the car up.... abt 2 plus den got the car... wen to the petrol station.... couldnt get the key out.... die.... den struggle very long.... finally able to and start the car properly.... den i fly drive to company... pick fiona and alicia up... to give them a lift to woodlands.... den went over find poh hoon at tamp mall and went to fetch derek.... den off we go to woodlands.... a very very long journey sia....
den after alighting them off at woodlands... we consider lost our way... haha.... so anyhow drive.... den wanted go jalan kayu eat roti... as fiona suggested... but couldnt find.... den go on the highway... den think go airport eat.... den by pass tpe... haha... saw the jalan kayu sign.... diao... den wen went past ikea.... ask wan go eat... but miss the exit... so wen out... but couldnt find the way to ikea... den happen shenghwa they all going expo eat... so go there meet them....
den reach expo... abit early.... so went to one of the hall and walk ard.... cos they selling some electronic stuff.... den went expo foodcourt eat... den wen with shenghwa, siewlit and leesze to the city harvest xmas celebration..... quite a memorable and different celebration.... drama toking about the birth of jesus.... den there was this candle lit thingy.... where everyone hold a candle... sing in the dark.... it was so beautiful... always saw it in picture or stuff.... but didnt expect i could experience it myself.... thanks leesze and shenghwa for asking me along... sure is a different experience for me....
den after that.... sent siewlit to bedok and we went off... drove to duno chai chee where... wen into one of the HDB carpark... and from there... decide where to go.... den suddenly ask if they wan go icecube eat dessert.... so we went there... but close down or what... couldnt find it... haha.... den wen chomp chomp eat.... eat the chicken wing, stingray and pohpiah.... den wen to send shenghwa home first... cos if send poh hoon and derek... den send shenghwa... i duno how to go home... haha
den we reach bouna vista.... we u-turn alot... haha... cos 小孩哥哥 couldnt find his house... haha.... diao.... y so many ppl will lose their way when in a car finding the way home... even siewlit couldnt recognise her house where.... diao.... den finally reach 小孩哥哥 house... wen to the nearby coffee shop for toilet.... den 小孩哥哥 owe me a big big treat... i want abalone.... sharkfin... etc... hehe....
den off we went to tamp again.... den drop derek off... i kind of lose my way... duno u-turn how many times.... wen i saw the road i wan go... i drove in the wrong lane liao... wen to airport... oh man.... no1 there sumore.... den drove all the way to the carpark... diao.... got very scare.... how to go home.... nearly drop tears.... den faster call for help..... after some turning.... got on the highway.... still scare.... until i saw the ikea and the road home... i felt slightly better... den i really speed home.... drove to the central carpark.... park the car there.... den faster walk out and took a taxi home.... den msg the other....
den need faster find a time go help chow buy chocolate... haha... duno dare to drive again at night alone not... hmmm...
ps: gan ge... 没良心
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Monday, December 22, 2008
♥ present shopping
let me think **** last week wen to bugis thrice.... thursday... where i went with lao er, lao si and lao wu.... oh... that was a painful shopping... haha.... walk till about 9 plus.... den we went off.... bought 3 tie at bugis... haha... finalli bought it.... den wen to take bus... have to stand the whole journey.... oh my god.... my leg were pain till numb... nearly cant align the bus.... walk in a very slow manner.... nearly wan to take out my heels and walk... no choice... tahan abit to house.... once take out..... wahhh... hurt more... haha... cant walk.... sat on the sofa and rest first.... kept pouring hot water on legs... den bath le faster slp... lucky next day is friday... can wear sport shoes....
still hurt.... but better.... den friday no much stuff.... saturday woke up.... prepare stuff... get ready stuff for my brother to go church... den meet mami outside at BUGIS again.... wen to walk and buy stuff.... forgotten what we bought... haha.... den 2 plus reach home to fetch bro.... den started packing and tidying my drawers... throwing useless stuff.... den finally can online liao....
den sunday.... wen out to meet qizhi at BUGIS again... haha... to get present.... den walk.... eat.... got mostly my stuff there... den went to vivo to buy chocolate... for sumone who i owe.... den he drove there.... got my stuff... he send me home... den pack and online awhile again.... haha... this month very very very broke.... **sob** must eat bread for weeks liao.... haha..
Monday, December 22, 2008
Monday, December 15, 2008
♥ 好眼泪坏眼泪
in regards to yest post.... hmm... found the lyrics very very meaningful... good tears.... bad tears.... who have drop goods and bad tears.... well... many do... it only is more goods tears or more bad tears... hmm... let me think... do i have more goods tears or bad tears.... **thinking** if bad = sad.... den mayb have more bad tears.... too many things happen since young.... too many....
saw sotong blog... her depression is gettting worse... now she even think of death.... where death is the only choice... haix... duno how to help her.... she need to help herself... but she isolating herself.... keeping everything to herself.... it hard to help her.... she need some listening ear.... concern.... but how to concern when she isolate herself from the world.... hmm... wonder will see her on 23rd anot? well... let see ba...
Monday, December 15, 2008
Sunday, December 14, 2008
♥ 好眼泪坏眼泪
《好眼泪坏眼泪》徐若瑄
我曾 认真 试爱着一个人
他给我幸福的可能
我等 我问 未来何时发生
他只是给我一个吻
快乐 我哭 是因为你的手
曾答应带我向前走
难过 我哭 是因为我的手
找不到你说的 以后
好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只不过 在你不再爱我了以后
像坏的眼泪慢慢流
快乐 我哭 是因为我付出
得到你温柔的答覆
难过 我哭 是因为我认输
你的心永远留不住
好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由 只希望
在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼泪慢慢流
好眼泪 坏眼泪 我都曾为你流
感动和悲伤都是理由
只希望 在我不再想你了之后
有好的眼泪慢慢流
有好的笑容陪着我
yest sheng hwa sent me a video for this song... once listen... eyes became watery... haha... love te song alot.... so wen to download the song... and put in my psp.... it so nice....
yest went out to trim my hair... hmm.... abit short le.... though still can tie... haha... but at least still slightly after shoulder length... hehe.... and went to grandma house take grandpa report... for didi training center... arggg... abit not use to my hair..... haha.... faster grow long.... but if dun cut short... it no different from before.... hehe.... so hair hair must grow fast....
Sunday, December 14, 2008
Friday, December 12, 2008
♥ frustration
*hoooo*... *blow dust*.... wow... how long since i last updated my blog... many things happen.... hmm..... after the chalet.... was so so so busy with work.... i also forgotten what happend in between... haha.... been watching young warriors of the yang clan... oh man.... it so nice... i wish i am still able to get the vcd or dvd... haha....
planning a day food trip.... travelling around to find and eat good food.... but who to ask.... hmm.... haha... this year xmas seem bored.... meeting kristen they all on 23rd.... duno what to buy sia.... mayb buy all bracelet... haha... different design....
planning a day food trip.... travelling around to find and eat good food.... but who to ask.... hmm.... haha... this year xmas seem bored.... meeting kristen they all on 23rd.... duno what to buy sia.... mayb buy all bracelet... haha... different design....
y must always mention him to me.... if not stopping... dun blame me for my harshness... i mention one more time... i have nothing to do with him.... he is damn fake... so stop mentioning him to me....
yest had a msg from fiona... about 诚信... haha.. asking for xmas... what will get for her... den i choose chocolate... in the end... she reply say.... since i reply i will get chocolate for her... i cannot break that.... dotz... haha... got a feeling got tricked... but still happy.... dun worry fiona... i sure get nice chocolate for u! hehe...
Friday, December 12, 2008
Monday, December 01, 2008
♥ chalet 29-11-2008
wow... had a tired day... but was very fun.... me and adrian organise chalet on saturday... to sunday.... had a lot of fun... yeah.... somemore i drove... haha... that thte fun part... wen to take the car at 11.30am... had qizhi to acc me again... cos i dare not drive out the carpark... after that.. wen to top up petrol... and i take over and drive.... drove to sengkang.... as qz need to get something from friend... after that... guide me to bedok... pick up adrian... den together go to tampines.... and parted with qz there... tanks qz....
den by the time reach tampines mall... already going 2.30pm... haha... den poh hoon they all keep calling... thought i missing.... haiz.... den bought lot of stuff.... wen straight to chalet.... prepare slightly.... den wen off to tampines with poh hoon, derek and adrian... to get seafood and pick up jocelyn.... after that wen back to start the fire..... den many wasnt coming... i panicked.... it like so much food... but so less ppl come... i try to call... msg... see who can come... den chow give me a surprise... i was very sad at first... cos suddenly cut short msg ending with a bye... which means cant msg anymore... den jeff never pick up phone... until i know in the late evening rachel, john and kevin coming... i relaxed abit....
den i got some news.... haha... so sad... i got hidden for so long... was i didnt bother myself with this stuff.... den had a walk with gan mei... den walk with gan ge... den walk with both... yeah... that the happiest.... den wen back cos slightly hungry.... plus organiser cant go away so long... den got to know that chow and jeff came... yeah... so happy.... happily bbq stuff and food... bringing food... serving drinks... haha... so happy.... den ard 10.30pm... chow and jeff wan go back... thought of sending them... but john drove... so he sent them back... den we settle stuff... play poker upstairs... den see sally, siewlit, ck off ard 1 plus... den continue to play cards... den i took a small nap... den we wen out at 2.30 or 3.... forgot... haha... abit blur blur... den wan go lagoon eat... but due to it close... light off... so overshot... so drove back to mcdonald....
got a shock... cos saw police car park at the side.... die... cos too many people behind.... got 5 ppl behind... den had to find a carpark... den the police car follow... wahhh.... die.... shaking.... den found a place... reverse and park.... den the police car stop at the exit.... argg... den got abit blur... reverse till hit the tyres... haha.... den ask them faster go down first... den abit gan chiong... lock the car and check the car... found out never off the front light... haha... den off it... wen to find the others... the police car also wen off.... oh man.... heart still shaking....
den ate till 3 plus.. play 2 rounds of pool and wen back... cos everybody was tired.... den wen back... only me and adrian took some sleep... the others... wen out... play... watch sunrise.... woke up at 7am.... den wen to ahve breakfast with others... den sent weipeng, yik ching and jocelyn back first... as i got plan for gan ge and gan mei.... but sadly... gan mei receive call need go back at 1pm.... so no choice... went to bedok and return the camera which sally left over..... and went to eat... ate till 12 plus.... drove back to tampines... on the way... gan mei got a call say no need so early... so we change plan... go see uncle chow... but send gan mei home to put stuff first.... den straight we go uncle chow house... but cannot go inside... so wait outside... and we drove out... drove the car out the multi carpark... yeah.... i conquer it.... finally... no fear... qz... i conquer the multi carpark...
den drove gan mei to his father's stall... den we went to duno where and eat.... but sad... no coupon... den wen to buy a 50cent coupon from a uncle... den uncle chow eat... and we just drink... den sent them back... and drove back to the multi carpark.... den pass adrian the car key and wen home.... wen home... settle... bath... rest awhile... watch show watch till fall asleep... den cant take it... went to bed at 6.30am... and slept all the way to today morning.. haha.... wow.... haha... more more more.... more of this... den i can drive drive drive... haha... planning a car drive whole day... haha... photo wun upload here... will upload at my facebook... hehe...
Monday, December 01, 2008
