Wednesday, April 13, 2005
♥ two feelin.....sad n excitement.....
todae jt went to the metta hm to put my bro there for more den one week..... went there at first ok.... feel nothin... but c those ppl there..... kinda felt scare n sad..... we stay for a while.... tryin to get my bro settle down n adapt to the environment.... but nearly cried wen walking out of the hm.... hold my tears back many times.... but i cant cry... if i cry.... my mum will scold me xiao..... but i cant help feelin this way..... as i m always very close to my bro.... though nw is onli for 8 dae.... me stll feel sad... den hw abt wen he is goin to stay there 4ever? haiz..... but felt much comfort after tokin taryn.... my xiao dong xi.... hehe.....
actually i can also c tt my mum dun feel safe puttin my bro there.... cos the ppl there might get anger n anyhow beat my bro..... sum more nv leave my bro at a place to live himself for so many daes.... wat can we do? we cant brin him oversea... due to his condition..... haiz.... y must my bro be in tis kind of condition..... if he is normal.... den surely he b very handsome..... but tt impossible.... haiz.... y?....... the plane got delay two hours.... so leaving hs at 11.30.... will miss my friends..... miss them so much..... confirm will buy things 4 u all..... to those who read my blog.... will nv 4get abt u all..... meanwhile.... pls tc of urself......cant wait to get back soon to meet up wif u all...... gd luck....n gd health.....tc......
actually i can also c tt my mum dun feel safe puttin my bro there.... cos the ppl there might get anger n anyhow beat my bro..... sum more nv leave my bro at a place to live himself for so many daes.... wat can we do? we cant brin him oversea... due to his condition..... haiz.... y must my bro be in tis kind of condition..... if he is normal.... den surely he b very handsome..... but tt impossible.... haiz.... y?....... the plane got delay two hours.... so leaving hs at 11.30.... will miss my friends..... miss them so much..... confirm will buy things 4 u all..... to those who read my blog.... will nv 4get abt u all..... meanwhile.... pls tc of urself......cant wait to get back soon to meet up wif u all...... gd luck....n gd health.....tc......
Wednesday, April 13, 2005
