Monday, May 09, 2005
♥ felt useless.....
felt very useless of myself.... cant make my mum hapi.... kept rushing me to find a job.... not tt i dun wan a job.... the person there nd time.... no matter hw i rush....no use..... nw in the end.... kept askin my sis to find me a job.... at first wan find cafe job.... den she say dun work there...... not long ltr... ask me y dun wan work cafe job.... i very confused nw..... wt m i suppose to do? i noe i not as gd as my sis.... not as clever as my sis..... but everyone hav their own gd n bad point.... sis may be gd in this.... i may not be.... but i mayb gd at tt which she not..... y must she kept comparing me n sis...... y? felt very hard to communicate wif her.... arg.....
Monday, May 09, 2005