Monday, July 25, 2005
♥ gt cheated for 18 years.......
i cant believe wat i found out from my mum...... i gt cheated at age 2 to 3 by my sis..... oh my goodness...... while goin out wif my mum, we walked around parco bugis.... den i suddenly talked abt hw last time i was very close to my sis..... i told abt wat my sis told me wen i was age 2 to 3..... my sis told me: actually hor..... papa dun wan mami to gv birth to u wan lor..... den i really believe and dun really lyk my papa n nv talk to him much even till he pass away..... wen my mum heard this.... she laughed n say at tt time.... my sis might be thinking she wan to be the onli one to be pampered..... scare mami n papa dun care for her..... i was lyk.... oh my god.... i actually believe wat she say..... but wat can i do.... i was onli 2 to 3 years old..... den did i found out sth abt my bro.... actually i nearly didnt had a bro... cos my mum nearly dun wan my bro... but in the end..... gv birth to him... and a gt a bro... but he abit..... haiz...... i cant believe i gt cheated by my sis...... i dun tink she rmb but this was sth tt i kept inside me.... and make me cry at tt time tinking i was a child tt nobody wan..... nw i was too late.... i had been blaming my papa... thinking he was very bad.... dun wan me..... but it was all a mistake..... hw can i repay back? i didnt treat him well cos i hated him for not wanting me.... but nw wen i found out the truth.... it too late..... arg...... y? y did this happen to me? hw could she? i always thought it was so good to have a sis.... but nw..... argggg..........
Monday, July 25, 2005
