Sunday, April 30, 2006
♥ long wait......
wen out to play romance of three kingdom at ps..... but from 5.30.... waited until almost 8pm den we get to play.... and we onli play three game.... for me lar.... but receive many cards..... fromwc friends.... den play the game gt a silver card.... haha..... from class c level 10 nw become level 3.... haha... very fast goin to be class b level 10..... haha.....
Sunday, April 30, 2006
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
♥ bruise....
end skool early todae at 11am.... wen skool for onli 3 hrs..... den wen to amk wif angela, wc and stan to amk.... to hav lunch at kfc.... but wen tian di buy my game first..... den wen to take mrt to ah yi hs.... play alot wif yongyong.... den gt bruise on my knee cos hiding from him.... haha.... so nice n fun..... wan go again....
Tuesday, April 25, 2006
Monday, April 24, 2006
♥ got to let go soon......
actuali wanted to post sth tt i wasn't hapi about last week.... although i noe wat they doing is tryin to help me..... but i reali cant do it.... however.... after working on sat n sun for my communication skills n resume thingy.... todae had a new tinking....
reach skool abit late.... n wen in lab...... saw her.... duno wether she is angry or wat.... but wen i suddenly saw HER..... i tink i can reali let go liao..... abit by abit..... i tink it reali time for me to let it go.... no choice hangin on so long.... even they kept telling me tis is the last year..... nw.... i tink i reali goin to try...... but slowly..... at first was angry n fed up tt she put her books in my locker.... but nw.... i tink just forget it....
ask elaine about my weakness n strength.... wat she told me was very true..... i very stubborn..... mayb cos of tis attitude.... i make many ppl angry..... nw..... as tis is the last year.... i kind of scare of her..... ltr she angry.... i die..... mayb cos i treat her as a friend.... a advisor.... askin her about tis n tt...... tt y i treasure friendship alot..... so as i scare of her angry..... c her face no mood also scare..... i tink i will reali take her advice n try to forgive n forget...... if any1 happen to read tis.... n if i not fulfiling wat i said here.... pls let me noe..... cos it not easy for me to let go so easily.... even the thing tt i told angela about.... it took me almost one year to forget.... so gv me sum time..... but also remind me as i go along.....
to all people whom i anger: sry for wat i did last time..... i reali too childish n stubborn.... make too many people angry n unhapi..... sry for wat i did..... pls accept my sincere apologize.... nw all i hope is all of us can graduate at the same time.... n be Frienz 4ever..... hope can keep in touch after we graduate..... once again.... pls forgive my childishness n stubborness.....
reach skool abit late.... n wen in lab...... saw her.... duno wether she is angry or wat.... but wen i suddenly saw HER..... i tink i can reali let go liao..... abit by abit..... i tink it reali time for me to let it go.... no choice hangin on so long.... even they kept telling me tis is the last year..... nw.... i tink i reali goin to try...... but slowly..... at first was angry n fed up tt she put her books in my locker.... but nw.... i tink just forget it....
ask elaine about my weakness n strength.... wat she told me was very true..... i very stubborn..... mayb cos of tis attitude.... i make many ppl angry..... nw..... as tis is the last year.... i kind of scare of her..... ltr she angry.... i die..... mayb cos i treat her as a friend.... a advisor.... askin her about tis n tt...... tt y i treasure friendship alot..... so as i scare of her angry..... c her face no mood also scare..... i tink i will reali take her advice n try to forgive n forget...... if any1 happen to read tis.... n if i not fulfiling wat i said here.... pls let me noe..... cos it not easy for me to let go so easily.... even the thing tt i told angela about.... it took me almost one year to forget.... so gv me sum time..... but also remind me as i go along.....
to all people whom i anger: sry for wat i did last time..... i reali too childish n stubborn.... make too many people angry n unhapi..... sry for wat i did..... pls accept my sincere apologize.... nw all i hope is all of us can graduate at the same time.... n be Frienz 4ever..... hope can keep in touch after we graduate..... once again.... pls forgive my childishness n stubborness.....
Monday, April 24, 2006
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
♥ mahjong won.....
haha.... yest wen out early wif mami to taka to hav sakae tei..... so nice.... den wen taka walk walk..... look for shoes.... bags.... clothing..... den walk until 3 sth.... wen to take mrt to ps.... wen there walk..... walk til ard 5pm den wen hm.... took mrt hm.... den acc mami take bus hm halfway.... cos dun wan her go hm alone.... cos the feelin very lonely..... i noe cos i always feel tt.... so i didnt wan mami feel lonely..... sumore onli her is my closest kin..... after tt took bus to ds hs...
reach there ard 6.30pm... den angela, wc, stan, qz n ds playin mahjong..... they play til ard 8pm.... by tt time.... alan n lc reach liao....( alan reach earlier)..... den we wen long john eat..... after tt we walk hm.... reach ds hs ard 9pm.... den watch the 5566 shao nian te kong dui..... den watch until halfway.... had a birthdae cake.... after tt.... we played mahjong.... me against ds n wc, qz n lc..... unbelievable..... out of five or six game.... i won 4 or 5 game.... qz won one..... other didnt win at all.... n i won in a row... haha..... first time won 4 game in a row.... especiali wen lc there.... it impossible for me to win..... luckily gt angela n stan helpin me behind.....
the other couldn't believe either.... haha... den they wan beat me dwn.... so we play until 11.45pm.... n i wanted to stop cos nxt day workin.... but they dun wan.... say wat after 12am my luck wun be tt gd liao.... den ok lor.... play one last round..... qz won.... but i still won sum during the last game..... so overall.... me winner.... haha.... first time on my birthday so lucky.... sumore during game i kept praying let me win...... haha.... n those very hard for me win.... nd zi mo.... i also gt it.... haha.... cool.....
den i treat angela hm.... haha.... pass wc 20 bucks for taxi fare cos he last one to alight.... den reach hm ard 12.45pm..... faster pack my stuff for nxt day work..... slept for onli 4.5 hr...... so tired.... but fun.... thanks.... thanks for the present n cake..... hope can hav another mahjong session b4 skool start..... haha.....
reach there ard 6.30pm... den angela, wc, stan, qz n ds playin mahjong..... they play til ard 8pm.... by tt time.... alan n lc reach liao....( alan reach earlier)..... den we wen long john eat..... after tt we walk hm.... reach ds hs ard 9pm.... den watch the 5566 shao nian te kong dui..... den watch until halfway.... had a birthdae cake.... after tt.... we played mahjong.... me against ds n wc, qz n lc..... unbelievable..... out of five or six game.... i won 4 or 5 game.... qz won one..... other didnt win at all.... n i won in a row... haha..... first time won 4 game in a row.... especiali wen lc there.... it impossible for me to win..... luckily gt angela n stan helpin me behind.....
the other couldn't believe either.... haha... den they wan beat me dwn.... so we play until 11.45pm.... n i wanted to stop cos nxt day workin.... but they dun wan.... say wat after 12am my luck wun be tt gd liao.... den ok lor.... play one last round..... qz won.... but i still won sum during the last game..... so overall.... me winner.... haha.... first time on my birthday so lucky.... sumore during game i kept praying let me win...... haha.... n those very hard for me win.... nd zi mo.... i also gt it.... haha.... cool.....
den i treat angela hm.... haha.... pass wc 20 bucks for taxi fare cos he last one to alight.... den reach hm ard 12.45pm..... faster pack my stuff for nxt day work..... slept for onli 4.5 hr...... so tired.... but fun.... thanks.... thanks for the present n cake..... hope can hav another mahjong session b4 skool start..... haha.....
Tuesday, April 11, 2006
Sunday, April 09, 2006
♥ memorable water.....
wen out on sat wif my gang of friends.... they told me want to go cycle at pasir ris.... or even west coast.... den ltr decided at west coast.... den ok lor.... since i very long nv go cycle liao.... den they brought very big bag.... tinkin y they bring so big bag..... but didnt suspect much..... den duno why... we took nel den reach harbour front.... den i was just tinkin we miss our stop.... or we gg there take bus cos near west coast.... cos i dun even noe where west is near to.... den ok lor.... den walk to the bus stop...... den they stop..... den they tok very long..... den i ask them wether are they gg to stand there whole dae.... den they say.... actuali we plan to gg sentosa....
den i ok lor.... plan plan until sentosa.... reach there liao.... wat can i do..... den took the bus there..... haha second time gg there..... den wanted to cycle.... but they wan pinic first.... ok lor.... since i also hungry.... haha.... den halfway thr.... me, kristen, jason n eileen wen to 7-11 buy tibits..... leaving chua n xavier behind.... haha...... den we slowly wen back.... still buy ice cream back n slowly enjoy... haha..... den i sat down n enjoy my ice cream.... abit drunk gt the tiramisu alcohol very strong.... brandy.... bitter... den i halfway hyper n drunk.... n kept laughing.... haha..... den feeling a bit hot... i took out my jacket..... wearing sleeveless oxygen shirt.... same as my gang.... haha.... den i lie down on the poncho n rest n listen to my songs frm my hp....
den suddenly.... the guys gt sth wrong.... sth secretly gg between them.... den i tink i noe wat happen liao.... den i faster hug my "daughter" kristen..... den she say i siao... suddenly hug her for wat.... den i ask y they all suddenly stand up for..... den suddenly the guys grabbed me by my hand n ran down the beach... plop....i gt dumped into the water..... AGAIN...... SECOND TIME liao.... y.... Y ALWAYS ME????...... but luckily not tt wet.... only my shorts.... den i ran.... but cannot overran tt kristen.... den i hug the pole..... den finali my no strength..... the guys grabbed my legs.... the gerl grabbed my hand.... halfway thr.... kristen let go my hand n i kana dragged by one side.....
while they were carryin me dwn... i was eating sand for dinner.... cos they ran n the sand flew up.... shoving alot of sand up into my face n mouth.... mostly came from jason..... wahh.... den cant open my eyes also.... den i was dumped into the water again.... totali wet.... den i wanted my revenge..... i ask for a big bottle of water.... den guggle my mouth n fill the bottle wif sea water..... den ran after the guys..... but cant ran after them.... cos of them sand... den chase them across the bridge..... den stood at the bridge there..... den they cant cum over.... den i tired liao.... went back across cos very cold.... den wen down the water play sumore water wif the gerls.....
den wen to change..... wah.... a very nice clothes lor..... top is sth lyk wat one of my poly friend, meiyun, wear.... big necklace.... sleeveless.... duno hw to describe.... but the top damn big.... den i had to wear a hipster.... cos my tt baobei "daughter" no long short... onli wear at hm.... den i strictly didnt wan wear..... but my short too wet.... den i no choice.... wear but tie a jacket at my waist cos of my leg..... felt so uncomfortable.....
den wen harbour front eat dinner.... n wen to my "daughter" hs n get my new pink shoe back..... den took a cab hm..... cos teaching tuition nxt day..... den todae wen to gv tuition to my cousin..... den kandra, jasper's sister, suddenly told me her mother bought a cake..... haha.... ok lor.... first time celebrate bdae at my aunt hs.... den duno hw to cut the cake.... haha.... had a mango cheese cake.... haha.... den make a wish..... den teach for 4 hrs..... read a bit of books den came back to watch my campus superstar.... but miss the best part..... haha.... nvm.... anyway.... tml gg out wif mami..... haha.... yeah.... gg to treat her sushi at taka there..... haha.....
den i ok lor.... plan plan until sentosa.... reach there liao.... wat can i do..... den took the bus there..... haha second time gg there..... den wanted to cycle.... but they wan pinic first.... ok lor.... since i also hungry.... haha.... den halfway thr.... me, kristen, jason n eileen wen to 7-11 buy tibits..... leaving chua n xavier behind.... haha...... den we slowly wen back.... still buy ice cream back n slowly enjoy... haha..... den i sat down n enjoy my ice cream.... abit drunk gt the tiramisu alcohol very strong.... brandy.... bitter... den i halfway hyper n drunk.... n kept laughing.... haha..... den feeling a bit hot... i took out my jacket..... wearing sleeveless oxygen shirt.... same as my gang.... haha.... den i lie down on the poncho n rest n listen to my songs frm my hp....
den suddenly.... the guys gt sth wrong.... sth secretly gg between them.... den i tink i noe wat happen liao.... den i faster hug my "daughter" kristen..... den she say i siao... suddenly hug her for wat.... den i ask y they all suddenly stand up for..... den suddenly the guys grabbed me by my hand n ran down the beach... plop....i gt dumped into the water..... AGAIN...... SECOND TIME liao.... y.... Y ALWAYS ME????...... but luckily not tt wet.... only my shorts.... den i ran.... but cannot overran tt kristen.... den i hug the pole..... den finali my no strength..... the guys grabbed my legs.... the gerl grabbed my hand.... halfway thr.... kristen let go my hand n i kana dragged by one side.....
while they were carryin me dwn... i was eating sand for dinner.... cos they ran n the sand flew up.... shoving alot of sand up into my face n mouth.... mostly came from jason..... wahh.... den cant open my eyes also.... den i was dumped into the water again.... totali wet.... den i wanted my revenge..... i ask for a big bottle of water.... den guggle my mouth n fill the bottle wif sea water..... den ran after the guys..... but cant ran after them.... cos of them sand... den chase them across the bridge..... den stood at the bridge there..... den they cant cum over.... den i tired liao.... went back across cos very cold.... den wen down the water play sumore water wif the gerls.....
den wen to change..... wah.... a very nice clothes lor..... top is sth lyk wat one of my poly friend, meiyun, wear.... big necklace.... sleeveless.... duno hw to describe.... but the top damn big.... den i had to wear a hipster.... cos my tt baobei "daughter" no long short... onli wear at hm.... den i strictly didnt wan wear..... but my short too wet.... den i no choice.... wear but tie a jacket at my waist cos of my leg..... felt so uncomfortable.....
den wen harbour front eat dinner.... n wen to my "daughter" hs n get my new pink shoe back..... den took a cab hm..... cos teaching tuition nxt day..... den todae wen to gv tuition to my cousin..... den kandra, jasper's sister, suddenly told me her mother bought a cake..... haha.... ok lor.... first time celebrate bdae at my aunt hs.... den duno hw to cut the cake.... haha.... had a mango cheese cake.... haha.... den make a wish..... den teach for 4 hrs..... read a bit of books den came back to watch my campus superstar.... but miss the best part..... haha.... nvm.... anyway.... tml gg out wif mami..... haha.... yeah.... gg to treat her sushi at taka there..... haha.....
Sunday, April 09, 2006
Monday, April 03, 2006
♥ treasure....
here.... i ask everyone to treasure watever they hav now..... if not by the time sth happen... it too late.....
didnt post for few days.... cos first was worry for mami..... as she wen for a full body checkup.... and her result show that her right breast has a white cell..... den she begin to tink alot.... about one of her friends who also gt a white cell and just go off lyk tt.... reali pain me to c her tink so much n tok abt it..... especialli wen the report although it put non-cancerous.... but i wen to check internet n it said tt if it multipy... it be known as cancer.... i begin to wori...
and even tok to da yi n ask her tok to mami n ask her dun tink so much.... but notin reali happen.... just everyday me kept asking her dun tink liao... the more she tink... the more it might happen.... after tt.... da yi recommend her a specialist.... to go double check..... not knowing how it was..... i was very scare.... wen she came home... she seem hapi n relieved.... she told us tt the white cell is just calcium.... the specialist 100% cmf is calcium.... onli wen i heard the 100%.... i begin to relax alot.... luckily.....
den the nxt day da yi ask me if i noe the new.... i was so hapi.... from the report tt day onwards..... i suddenly felt tt i m lost..... there is so many things i haven bring mami to eat... to shop.... to travel.... n i even plan for her future..... a gd retirement.... let her travel around.... but wen i noe the report.... all my dreams suddenly crash into tiny pieces.... totali lost.... i already lost my father.... i cant afford to lose my mother again.... tot all ppl live n die.... but i wan mami to live long..... but after the report.... i noe tt i cannot lose my mother.... i can lose other things but not my mother..... from tt day onwards.... i been trying to make mami hapi..... try to make a poster for her.... n i even tink of getting one of our pics to make it into a jigsaw puzzle.....
but nw... i reali nd to work hard.... earn lots of money to let mami relax.... travel around the world as much as possible..... tt my goals.....
nxt.... i been so busy preparing da yi presentation...... wah..... so much sia..... n wen i wen to her hs to gv tuition to my cousin..... my cousin pass me a small container... say tt it was from da yi.... n i look.... it was stitch handphone keychain.... haha.... so cute..... but it ex as it from japan..... n it gt two different stitch inside.... yeah.... i wana complete my tis collection... as i also brought stitch toys from vending machine but onli gt 3 or 4 of the total 6 collection... n didnt complete cos the machine disappear.... so sad..... wana faster finish the collection.... yeah.... haha.....
didnt post for few days.... cos first was worry for mami..... as she wen for a full body checkup.... and her result show that her right breast has a white cell..... den she begin to tink alot.... about one of her friends who also gt a white cell and just go off lyk tt.... reali pain me to c her tink so much n tok abt it..... especialli wen the report although it put non-cancerous.... but i wen to check internet n it said tt if it multipy... it be known as cancer.... i begin to wori...
and even tok to da yi n ask her tok to mami n ask her dun tink so much.... but notin reali happen.... just everyday me kept asking her dun tink liao... the more she tink... the more it might happen.... after tt.... da yi recommend her a specialist.... to go double check..... not knowing how it was..... i was very scare.... wen she came home... she seem hapi n relieved.... she told us tt the white cell is just calcium.... the specialist 100% cmf is calcium.... onli wen i heard the 100%.... i begin to relax alot.... luckily.....
den the nxt day da yi ask me if i noe the new.... i was so hapi.... from the report tt day onwards..... i suddenly felt tt i m lost..... there is so many things i haven bring mami to eat... to shop.... to travel.... n i even plan for her future..... a gd retirement.... let her travel around.... but wen i noe the report.... all my dreams suddenly crash into tiny pieces.... totali lost.... i already lost my father.... i cant afford to lose my mother again.... tot all ppl live n die.... but i wan mami to live long..... but after the report.... i noe tt i cannot lose my mother.... i can lose other things but not my mother..... from tt day onwards.... i been trying to make mami hapi..... try to make a poster for her.... n i even tink of getting one of our pics to make it into a jigsaw puzzle.....
but nw... i reali nd to work hard.... earn lots of money to let mami relax.... travel around the world as much as possible..... tt my goals.....
nxt.... i been so busy preparing da yi presentation...... wah..... so much sia..... n wen i wen to her hs to gv tuition to my cousin..... my cousin pass me a small container... say tt it was from da yi.... n i look.... it was stitch handphone keychain.... haha.... so cute..... but it ex as it from japan..... n it gt two different stitch inside.... yeah.... i wana complete my tis collection... as i also brought stitch toys from vending machine but onli gt 3 or 4 of the total 6 collection... n didnt complete cos the machine disappear.... so sad..... wana faster finish the collection.... yeah.... haha.....
Monday, April 03, 2006
