Monday, April 03, 2006
♥ treasure....
here.... i ask everyone to treasure watever they hav now..... if not by the time sth happen... it too late.....
didnt post for few days.... cos first was worry for mami..... as she wen for a full body checkup.... and her result show that her right breast has a white cell..... den she begin to tink alot.... about one of her friends who also gt a white cell and just go off lyk tt.... reali pain me to c her tink so much n tok abt it..... especialli wen the report although it put non-cancerous.... but i wen to check internet n it said tt if it multipy... it be known as cancer.... i begin to wori...
and even tok to da yi n ask her tok to mami n ask her dun tink so much.... but notin reali happen.... just everyday me kept asking her dun tink liao... the more she tink... the more it might happen.... after tt.... da yi recommend her a specialist.... to go double check..... not knowing how it was..... i was very scare.... wen she came home... she seem hapi n relieved.... she told us tt the white cell is just calcium.... the specialist 100% cmf is calcium.... onli wen i heard the 100%.... i begin to relax alot.... luckily.....
den the nxt day da yi ask me if i noe the new.... i was so hapi.... from the report tt day onwards..... i suddenly felt tt i m lost..... there is so many things i haven bring mami to eat... to shop.... to travel.... n i even plan for her future..... a gd retirement.... let her travel around.... but wen i noe the report.... all my dreams suddenly crash into tiny pieces.... totali lost.... i already lost my father.... i cant afford to lose my mother again.... tot all ppl live n die.... but i wan mami to live long..... but after the report.... i noe tt i cannot lose my mother.... i can lose other things but not my mother..... from tt day onwards.... i been trying to make mami hapi..... try to make a poster for her.... n i even tink of getting one of our pics to make it into a jigsaw puzzle.....
but nw... i reali nd to work hard.... earn lots of money to let mami relax.... travel around the world as much as possible..... tt my goals.....
nxt.... i been so busy preparing da yi presentation...... wah..... so much sia..... n wen i wen to her hs to gv tuition to my cousin..... my cousin pass me a small container... say tt it was from da yi.... n i look.... it was stitch handphone keychain.... haha.... so cute..... but it ex as it from japan..... n it gt two different stitch inside.... yeah.... i wana complete my tis collection... as i also brought stitch toys from vending machine but onli gt 3 or 4 of the total 6 collection... n didnt complete cos the machine disappear.... so sad..... wana faster finish the collection.... yeah.... haha.....
didnt post for few days.... cos first was worry for mami..... as she wen for a full body checkup.... and her result show that her right breast has a white cell..... den she begin to tink alot.... about one of her friends who also gt a white cell and just go off lyk tt.... reali pain me to c her tink so much n tok abt it..... especialli wen the report although it put non-cancerous.... but i wen to check internet n it said tt if it multipy... it be known as cancer.... i begin to wori...
and even tok to da yi n ask her tok to mami n ask her dun tink so much.... but notin reali happen.... just everyday me kept asking her dun tink liao... the more she tink... the more it might happen.... after tt.... da yi recommend her a specialist.... to go double check..... not knowing how it was..... i was very scare.... wen she came home... she seem hapi n relieved.... she told us tt the white cell is just calcium.... the specialist 100% cmf is calcium.... onli wen i heard the 100%.... i begin to relax alot.... luckily.....
den the nxt day da yi ask me if i noe the new.... i was so hapi.... from the report tt day onwards..... i suddenly felt tt i m lost..... there is so many things i haven bring mami to eat... to shop.... to travel.... n i even plan for her future..... a gd retirement.... let her travel around.... but wen i noe the report.... all my dreams suddenly crash into tiny pieces.... totali lost.... i already lost my father.... i cant afford to lose my mother again.... tot all ppl live n die.... but i wan mami to live long..... but after the report.... i noe tt i cannot lose my mother.... i can lose other things but not my mother..... from tt day onwards.... i been trying to make mami hapi..... try to make a poster for her.... n i even tink of getting one of our pics to make it into a jigsaw puzzle.....
but nw... i reali nd to work hard.... earn lots of money to let mami relax.... travel around the world as much as possible..... tt my goals.....
nxt.... i been so busy preparing da yi presentation...... wah..... so much sia..... n wen i wen to her hs to gv tuition to my cousin..... my cousin pass me a small container... say tt it was from da yi.... n i look.... it was stitch handphone keychain.... haha.... so cute..... but it ex as it from japan..... n it gt two different stitch inside.... yeah.... i wana complete my tis collection... as i also brought stitch toys from vending machine but onli gt 3 or 4 of the total 6 collection... n didnt complete cos the machine disappear.... so sad..... wana faster finish the collection.... yeah.... haha.....
Monday, April 03, 2006
