Monday, June 26, 2006
♥ freakin....
wen back to my aunt hs on last wed..... den stay until yest.... still rmb on sat.... sat ard late afternoon.... ah yi say wan go hospital visit their grandma..... so accompany them..... den while waiting for other to cum down first b4 ah yi go up..... yongyong's grandpa bring him up.... not long ltr.... he came down crying.... was kind of shocked.... tot wat happen..... den wen yi zhang bring him up again..... not long ltr they cum down again too..... yongyong again crying..... den onli did i hear from them tt wen yi zhang open the door to the room.... yongyong already start cryin le..... so freakin sia..... den no choice.... we sat down.... me carrying yuanyuan around.... haha.... seem lyk yuanyuan lyk me to carry him alot sia..... wen his grandpa carry him.... he start cryin le.... den i took over.... he didnt cry.... so cute....
den yest finali manage to feed yuanyuan nicely..... he finali let me feed him drink milk le..... two times sumore..... haha..... den tt dae ask ah yi about yongyong cryin on sat nite.... den she told me sumtin tt happen wen she was havin yongyong tt time..... dandan was quite small.... den wen his father was changing his diaper for him on the bed.... he suddenly point to the ceiling light and kept saying: "didi.....flying.....didi.....flyin......."..... den yi zhang was abit shocked..... but didnt say anytin.... ah yi heard.... but also kept quiet..... den there was another time wen it was early in the morning..... dandan just woke up.... den he pointed to a place.... saying: "Who that?"..... den ah yi abit scare..... kept sayin where gt.... but dandan just kept repeatin who that..... they both gt a shock..... yi zhang just kept quiet..... haiz...... if ah yi did tell me.... i still wun believe.... sumore wat i reali saw wat happen to yongyong....
common test cumin..... duno hw to study sia.... sumore haven finish the project yet..... arg..... scare the 3d damn hard sia..... hope can pass easily..... haiz......
den yest finali manage to feed yuanyuan nicely..... he finali let me feed him drink milk le..... two times sumore..... haha..... den tt dae ask ah yi about yongyong cryin on sat nite.... den she told me sumtin tt happen wen she was havin yongyong tt time..... dandan was quite small.... den wen his father was changing his diaper for him on the bed.... he suddenly point to the ceiling light and kept saying: "didi.....flying.....didi.....flyin......."..... den yi zhang was abit shocked..... but didnt say anytin.... ah yi heard.... but also kept quiet..... den there was another time wen it was early in the morning..... dandan just woke up.... den he pointed to a place.... saying: "Who that?"..... den ah yi abit scare..... kept sayin where gt.... but dandan just kept repeatin who that..... they both gt a shock..... yi zhang just kept quiet..... haiz...... if ah yi did tell me.... i still wun believe.... sumore wat i reali saw wat happen to yongyong....
common test cumin..... duno hw to study sia.... sumore haven finish the project yet..... arg..... scare the 3d damn hard sia..... hope can pass easily..... haiz......
Monday, June 26, 2006
Sunday, June 11, 2006
♥ day out....
woke up at ard 8am.... cos awaken by yongyong draggin his chair to the studyroom outside to climb up n knock the window.... haha.... but i wait up to early le.... den after tt gt change cos dandan coughing.... need bring him to c doc.... den wen out for breakfast... had roti prata.... den after breakfast.... we wen over to yizhang' mother hs..... den stay for awhile.... den it rain so heavily.... fel lyk sleeping sia.... cos onli sleep for 8hr onli.... den ltr we wen out together wif yizhang mother n father to go shopping for yizhang trouser..... den after tt.... cos it father dae.... yizhang brought us to sushi don.... had sushi.... wah... feel tt i reali gt kou fu sia.... go out wif who.... also gt good n nice tings eat.... haha.... den even had a $7 ice cream.... wah...
den halfway thr the sushi.... dandan cough until vomit.... worse... he was sitting beside me..... wah.... luckli nv fan wei sia.... den suddenly wen i eatin sth.... all of them laugh.... wen i look up.... i saw yizhang father fake teeth drop out.... den by tt time... ah yi already use her hand cover my eyes... haha.... wat a "special spread" i gt.... haha.... first time sia....
den after tt... we wen to glenagle to visit yizhang grandmother.... i took care of dandan, yongyong, yuanyuan at the lobby wif yizhang father and the maid.... den i brough dandan go buy balloon for him n yongyong.... $4 each... haha.... den wen ah yi saw.... ask me y waste money.... den i say.... compare to wat they treat me...... it just a small fry onli.... haha.....
den after tt..... yizhang sent his father home den we wen home le.... reach home ard 8pm.... so tired sia..... den bath le.... faster go online do my equiz.... haha.... to me.... the score not bad.... first try 15/20.... second try 10.5/20.... sumore no book sia.... all by memory wan.... haha.... haiz.... den had coffee make by ah yi to make me awake.... haiz.... wanted to do my 3d.... but suddenly no mood.... mayb wait awhile ltr ba..... hw i wish i can bring my stitch to ah yi hs n sleep.... cos nd stay quite long.... haha....
den halfway thr the sushi.... dandan cough until vomit.... worse... he was sitting beside me..... wah.... luckli nv fan wei sia.... den suddenly wen i eatin sth.... all of them laugh.... wen i look up.... i saw yizhang father fake teeth drop out.... den by tt time... ah yi already use her hand cover my eyes... haha.... wat a "special spread" i gt.... haha.... first time sia....
den after tt... we wen to glenagle to visit yizhang grandmother.... i took care of dandan, yongyong, yuanyuan at the lobby wif yizhang father and the maid.... den i brough dandan go buy balloon for him n yongyong.... $4 each... haha.... den wen ah yi saw.... ask me y waste money.... den i say.... compare to wat they treat me...... it just a small fry onli.... haha.....
den after tt..... yizhang sent his father home den we wen home le.... reach home ard 8pm.... so tired sia..... den bath le.... faster go online do my equiz.... haha.... to me.... the score not bad.... first try 15/20.... second try 10.5/20.... sumore no book sia.... all by memory wan.... haha.... haiz.... den had coffee make by ah yi to make me awake.... haiz.... wanted to do my 3d.... but suddenly no mood.... mayb wait awhile ltr ba..... hw i wish i can bring my stitch to ah yi hs n sleep.... cos nd stay quite long.... haha....
Sunday, June 11, 2006
Saturday, June 10, 2006
♥ finali break the ice....
yest after skool wen home bath n change to go clubbing wif angela, meiyun n anan.... angela wan bring me there to c the environment and let me c the place.... den mit anan at central den walk to watson to get sum things... den took bus 70 to mit angela.....
wen we reach suntec.... we walk ard den walk to marina sq.... had ice cream.... den angela n anan boguht sum shirts.... by tt time it almost goin to 9pm le..... den receive msg from ah yi ask me go her hs help her take care my three darling..... cos her maid throw temper... dun wan work.... den ok lor.....
den we ltr walk to dxo..... b4 tt time.... weeyong msg me ask me go until wat time.... den he cum over acc me hm.... haha... so touch.... den wen we wen in the dxo.... very foggy sia.... tot is cigarette smoke.... luckil not.... den they want to go up to hear the band but no place le.... so wen down to find place.... den meiyun help me order drink.... wah... the volka smell damn strong sia.... den we played sum cai quan..... after sum sip.... i reali cannot take it sia.... too strong le.... den nice nice meiyun help me change another wan.... lighter wan.... den still not bad... den feel tt anan the fruit punch not bad... but by the time.... i had my second drink... it going 11pm le.....
den wen anan n meiyun wen toilet... me and angela sit there and watch ppl.... oh man.... i c those ppl dance.... cannot stand it sia..... they seem lyk flirt, lesbian, playboy, play gerl.... especiali one pair dancing... oh man... luckli i not stayin for long.... den not long... weeyong reach le.... den wen out find him.... den duno he lost or cannot find.... den call him ask him where.... he suddenly say behind me.... wahh.... shock sia.... den haha..... duno wat to tok.... den luckli got meiyun n angela help me break the ice.... finali... the ice reali breaken... haha...
den meiyun help me get my thing den i wen off le.... haha... at first very funi n strange.... den ltr.... we tok.... den pause abit.. den tok again... mostly he tok.... i reply abit... haha.... den thr those toking.... i get to know more abt him sia.... but found he very zhen yi gan.... haha.... long story.... lazy to type.... den he walk me to my house door.... den he wen off le... den reach home ard 12 sth.... den we sms each other until 1 plus ba.... den i fall asleep le....
den early in the morning mami cum ask me qn.... haha.... wahh.... me still sleepy n tired..... den still ask so many qn.... haiz.... den wan sleep but no time le.... so wake up go pack my stuff.... den ltr sms to weeyong.... suddenly he ask need him help me carry my stuff not.... den at first me anytin.... but after a small tok wif mami.... den i decide not to ask him acc me le..... first.... wat mami say is correct.... second.... dun wan trouble him so much.... third.... ltr hw my aunt will think.... haha.... so ownself go... den he ask me msg him wen i reach.... ok....
reach there.... me very stress.... cos yi zhang tokin to the maid.... the surrounding very tense sia.... den didnt tok much... onli ask ah yi wat happen.... den tok until 3 plus.... weeyong msg me.... but i didnt noe.... den suddenly he call.... tot wat happen..... haha.... is he tot wat happen to me.... den call to check if i reach.... haha.... den felt touch but very bad cos nv msg him... den make him worri.... haha.... but nw.... i tink we r still friends.... cos of sum reason... me still cant face it ba.... duno.... just let nature take its own course... haiz....
den nw at ah yi hs..... den wc ask me tml goin ds hs play mahjiong.... hmm.... can onli cmf tml morning..... need ask my ah yi if she ok.... even if ok.... just go for a short while onli.... den wanted to start my project todae.... but the wireless not good.... wait until nite den manage to set wireless using yi zhang wan.... but not stable.... duno y.... mayb the network key ba.... haha... cos gt 4 key... duno which to use.... haiz...
wen we reach suntec.... we walk ard den walk to marina sq.... had ice cream.... den angela n anan boguht sum shirts.... by tt time it almost goin to 9pm le..... den receive msg from ah yi ask me go her hs help her take care my three darling..... cos her maid throw temper... dun wan work.... den ok lor.....
den we ltr walk to dxo..... b4 tt time.... weeyong msg me ask me go until wat time.... den he cum over acc me hm.... haha... so touch.... den wen we wen in the dxo.... very foggy sia.... tot is cigarette smoke.... luckil not.... den they want to go up to hear the band but no place le.... so wen down to find place.... den meiyun help me order drink.... wah... the volka smell damn strong sia.... den we played sum cai quan..... after sum sip.... i reali cannot take it sia.... too strong le.... den nice nice meiyun help me change another wan.... lighter wan.... den still not bad... den feel tt anan the fruit punch not bad... but by the time.... i had my second drink... it going 11pm le.....
den wen anan n meiyun wen toilet... me and angela sit there and watch ppl.... oh man.... i c those ppl dance.... cannot stand it sia..... they seem lyk flirt, lesbian, playboy, play gerl.... especiali one pair dancing... oh man... luckli i not stayin for long.... den not long... weeyong reach le.... den wen out find him.... den duno he lost or cannot find.... den call him ask him where.... he suddenly say behind me.... wahh.... shock sia.... den haha..... duno wat to tok.... den luckli got meiyun n angela help me break the ice.... finali... the ice reali breaken... haha...
den meiyun help me get my thing den i wen off le.... haha... at first very funi n strange.... den ltr.... we tok.... den pause abit.. den tok again... mostly he tok.... i reply abit... haha.... den thr those toking.... i get to know more abt him sia.... but found he very zhen yi gan.... haha.... long story.... lazy to type.... den he walk me to my house door.... den he wen off le... den reach home ard 12 sth.... den we sms each other until 1 plus ba.... den i fall asleep le....
den early in the morning mami cum ask me qn.... haha.... wahh.... me still sleepy n tired..... den still ask so many qn.... haiz.... den wan sleep but no time le.... so wake up go pack my stuff.... den ltr sms to weeyong.... suddenly he ask need him help me carry my stuff not.... den at first me anytin.... but after a small tok wif mami.... den i decide not to ask him acc me le..... first.... wat mami say is correct.... second.... dun wan trouble him so much.... third.... ltr hw my aunt will think.... haha.... so ownself go... den he ask me msg him wen i reach.... ok....
reach there.... me very stress.... cos yi zhang tokin to the maid.... the surrounding very tense sia.... den didnt tok much... onli ask ah yi wat happen.... den tok until 3 plus.... weeyong msg me.... but i didnt noe.... den suddenly he call.... tot wat happen..... haha.... is he tot wat happen to me.... den call to check if i reach.... haha.... den felt touch but very bad cos nv msg him... den make him worri.... haha.... but nw.... i tink we r still friends.... cos of sum reason... me still cant face it ba.... duno.... just let nature take its own course... haiz....
den nw at ah yi hs..... den wc ask me tml goin ds hs play mahjiong.... hmm.... can onli cmf tml morning..... need ask my ah yi if she ok.... even if ok.... just go for a short while onli.... den wanted to start my project todae.... but the wireless not good.... wait until nite den manage to set wireless using yi zhang wan.... but not stable.... duno y.... mayb the network key ba.... haha... cos gt 4 key... duno which to use.... haiz...
Saturday, June 10, 2006
Thursday, June 08, 2006
♥ weird.....
sumtime... i feel myself weird.... reali gettin not to noe myself well le..... told mami abt it.... she also say me weird.... duno wat happening to me.... i also duno wat happening to me..... is it cos of past incident...... is it cos i scare the past will repeat itself again.... i reali duno..... i reali very confused..... wat should i do..... sumbody.... pls advice me.... i reali duno wat i should do.... argg....
just read angela blog.... feel tt she is another special person who i noe..... sumone who gt problems.... but doesnt show it out.... always having a hapi face( sumtime moody due to tireness).... but can reali advice ppl..... weixien is another one who i noe..... after reading angela blog..... felt tt i m always disturbing her n troubling her about small things.... haiz..... she so frustrated by personal and other things.... yet me still troubling her.... pestering her.... i feel so ashamed..... even todae gt one small thing.... need tell eugene.... i ask her help me tell..... den meiyun ask me go myself..... cos teacher assign me tis task.... den tot about it.... true.... teacher assign me.... yet i ask angela help.... for such small thing.....
i reali hav no confidence in myself.... y...... even todae.... in 3d..... i feel tt i m the worse out of the whole class.... their rendering n material so nice n real.... mine so fake.... den try until no mood..... y.... y m i lyk tis..... i reali feel ashamed of myself.....
just read angela blog.... feel tt she is another special person who i noe..... sumone who gt problems.... but doesnt show it out.... always having a hapi face( sumtime moody due to tireness).... but can reali advice ppl..... weixien is another one who i noe..... after reading angela blog..... felt tt i m always disturbing her n troubling her about small things.... haiz..... she so frustrated by personal and other things.... yet me still troubling her.... pestering her.... i feel so ashamed..... even todae gt one small thing.... need tell eugene.... i ask her help me tell..... den meiyun ask me go myself..... cos teacher assign me tis task.... den tot about it.... true.... teacher assign me.... yet i ask angela help.... for such small thing.....
i reali hav no confidence in myself.... y...... even todae.... in 3d..... i feel tt i m the worse out of the whole class.... their rendering n material so nice n real.... mine so fake.... den try until no mood..... y.... y m i lyk tis..... i reali feel ashamed of myself.....
Thursday, June 08, 2006
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
♥ hapi bdae....
haha.... yest was my mum's bdae.... first time buy a cake for her.... mayb cos of the health checkup make me noe how to treasure her.... den yest after school faster go buy a fruit cake from central.... den bought it home.... mami a bit shocked.... y i buy thing home.... haha.... luckily ask her dun cook so much.... den help her fix the chair first.... den just nice sis cum back.... den told her tt i bought a cake.... den wait for her to finish her dinner.... just nice mami go in her room to watch tv.... den gt a chance to surprise her....
brought in the cake.... she abit shocked.... den first time see her smile until so hapi..... den ask her make a wish.... den b4 she eat... she say the cake confirm very sweet.... haha.... very long nv see her smile until lyk tt.... den sumore wee yong ask me help him wish my mother hapi bdae.... i ask him ownself send... hahah..... he reali send a msg to mami.... den tok to him for two dae thr sms at nite le..... den we tok alot.... he told me wat his mother very curious abt me... haha.... dotz.... wat ask me ho his house den his mother cook for me.... haha... his mother curious abt me.... my mtoher also curious abt him.... haha... den we tok abt goin... told him tt i confirm ask my gang out too.... den mami suggest (joking) wen we two go out... bring mami along..... den ask him mum along too.... haha.... den mami there keep laughing.... haha....
yest den did i noe tt he the onli son in the family sia... haha.... all cos of mami... ask me ask him this n tt.... haha.... haiz..... den gt sum part abit touch sia.... haha.... can c he reali sincere.... haha.... but still hav to wait.... cos told him b4 i wan concentrate on study first..... den he wait.... haha.... ask him sum qn.... haha.... funi answer from him..... but reali wan thank him sia.... haha... let me buli..... haha.... n always there to cheer me up.... haha.... haiz.....
yest mami bdae.... todae papa's 3rd year death anniversary.... haiz.... just after mami bdae onli.... mayb cos papa wan celebrate mami bdae ba.... but we seldom celebrate bdae at home..... duno y..... very young gt... but nw dun hav le..... sumore todae didi need go hospital.... to scan his head.... haiz.... but he had two times fits in the morning.... mami not sure wan him go not.... den wen i on bus reaching school.... mami call me say she going to hospital.... den ltr after my class go find her....
haiz.... so many projects cuming along..... so rush.... sumore my 3d monster i do stitch also cannot.... sianz.... need find new monster.... angela suggest ET..... so mayb go find ba..... but the other say the harder beta..... haha.... cos teacher will mark lenient..... so how.... thinking of the alien vs predator..... haiz..... see if can find pics first not.... sumore need front, back, side view.... so difficult find.... haha.... if wan stitch.... i confirm can..... cos gt alot of model.... haha.....
hmmm..... thinking of ltr treating mami gd food..... but going no more money le.... watever.... treat her first den earn money.... haha.... going to be very tight on my money le... need cut down on expenses..... first thing is cut down on food.... haha.... also can slim down.... haha.... if i say slim down.... confirm alot of ppl cum kill me.... cos me already very skinny le.... still wan slim down.... sumore last time wen gt big wind.... i still can move back few steps.... haha.... tink of tt.... i reali feel lyk laughing.... wan to enjoy tt again sia.... haha.... haiz..... nxt week break le.... den going common test.... notes also haven rite finish.... except for ICT....haiz.... sianz..... hope can faster finish all my project in time..... den can study for exam.... but think of tt.... scare of the attachment tt cuming along after tt...... die..... all the thing i learn i forgot le.... dun say reformat com.... i dun even noe how.... haha.... die le..... may god bless me......
brought in the cake.... she abit shocked.... den first time see her smile until so hapi..... den ask her make a wish.... den b4 she eat... she say the cake confirm very sweet.... haha.... very long nv see her smile until lyk tt.... den sumore wee yong ask me help him wish my mother hapi bdae.... i ask him ownself send... hahah..... he reali send a msg to mami.... den tok to him for two dae thr sms at nite le..... den we tok alot.... he told me wat his mother very curious abt me... haha.... dotz.... wat ask me ho his house den his mother cook for me.... haha... his mother curious abt me.... my mtoher also curious abt him.... haha... den we tok abt goin... told him tt i confirm ask my gang out too.... den mami suggest (joking) wen we two go out... bring mami along..... den ask him mum along too.... haha.... den mami there keep laughing.... haha....
yest den did i noe tt he the onli son in the family sia... haha.... all cos of mami... ask me ask him this n tt.... haha.... haiz..... den gt sum part abit touch sia.... haha.... can c he reali sincere.... haha.... but still hav to wait.... cos told him b4 i wan concentrate on study first..... den he wait.... haha.... ask him sum qn.... haha.... funi answer from him..... but reali wan thank him sia.... haha... let me buli..... haha.... n always there to cheer me up.... haha.... haiz.....
yest mami bdae.... todae papa's 3rd year death anniversary.... haiz.... just after mami bdae onli.... mayb cos papa wan celebrate mami bdae ba.... but we seldom celebrate bdae at home..... duno y..... very young gt... but nw dun hav le..... sumore todae didi need go hospital.... to scan his head.... haiz.... but he had two times fits in the morning.... mami not sure wan him go not.... den wen i on bus reaching school.... mami call me say she going to hospital.... den ltr after my class go find her....
haiz.... so many projects cuming along..... so rush.... sumore my 3d monster i do stitch also cannot.... sianz.... need find new monster.... angela suggest ET..... so mayb go find ba..... but the other say the harder beta..... haha.... cos teacher will mark lenient..... so how.... thinking of the alien vs predator..... haiz..... see if can find pics first not.... sumore need front, back, side view.... so difficult find.... haha.... if wan stitch.... i confirm can..... cos gt alot of model.... haha.....
hmmm..... thinking of ltr treating mami gd food..... but going no more money le.... watever.... treat her first den earn money.... haha.... going to be very tight on my money le... need cut down on expenses..... first thing is cut down on food.... haha.... also can slim down.... haha.... if i say slim down.... confirm alot of ppl cum kill me.... cos me already very skinny le.... still wan slim down.... sumore last time wen gt big wind.... i still can move back few steps.... haha.... tink of tt.... i reali feel lyk laughing.... wan to enjoy tt again sia.... haha.... haiz..... nxt week break le.... den going common test.... notes also haven rite finish.... except for ICT....haiz.... sianz..... hope can faster finish all my project in time..... den can study for exam.... but think of tt.... scare of the attachment tt cuming along after tt...... die..... all the thing i learn i forgot le.... dun say reformat com.... i dun even noe how.... haha.... die le..... may god bless me......
Tuesday, June 06, 2006
Friday, June 02, 2006
♥ bored.... tired.... sianz.....
been wanted to blog the things happening these few daes.... but too tired.... den no mood.... wanted to blog on the poor lizard brother who been living in my living room for duno how long.... suddenly fell to his death from the kitchen window after beening spotted by my mother which was hiding under a towel hung at the window.... den it crawl very fast.... den me n my mother scream... haha.... den it ownself crawl out to the wall.... den wen it wanted to turn back.... my mother suddenly spray the insecticide..... den it fell to its death from the 8th floor..... IN THE LOVING MEMORY OF LIZARD BROTHER ON 30th May 2006.....
forget wat i wanted to blog about yest.... oh yar.... just remember tt angela spitted out all her water at mac after meiyun say:" y i becum angela, angela becum me!" den we all laughed den angela choked.... spit out abit water.... den suddenly all the water spitted out from her mouth n nose.... den anan laugh until very long.... haha.... den we all kept laughing.... so funi.....
didnt wen for morning lecture cos yest after going back... not feeling well..... haiz.... think ltr taking cab home.... haha.... nearly forgot to write.... todae is my father's death anniversary in chinese calendar.... but i onli remember the english wan cos my father died after my mother's birthday... which is the 5/6.... thinking of buying a cake this year.... actuali wanted to make a cake with a pic of the min zheng hao from da chang jin but cant find a shop tt gt make this.... den sumore no time go find.... mayb just buy a fruit cake from central..... haiz.... oh man... watch the women of times yest.... so nice..... todae sure very nice de.... especiali very touching.....
forget wat i wanted to blog about yest.... oh yar.... just remember tt angela spitted out all her water at mac after meiyun say:" y i becum angela, angela becum me!" den we all laughed den angela choked.... spit out abit water.... den suddenly all the water spitted out from her mouth n nose.... den anan laugh until very long.... haha.... den we all kept laughing.... so funi.....
didnt wen for morning lecture cos yest after going back... not feeling well..... haiz.... think ltr taking cab home.... haha.... nearly forgot to write.... todae is my father's death anniversary in chinese calendar.... but i onli remember the english wan cos my father died after my mother's birthday... which is the 5/6.... thinking of buying a cake this year.... actuali wanted to make a cake with a pic of the min zheng hao from da chang jin but cant find a shop tt gt make this.... den sumore no time go find.... mayb just buy a fruit cake from central..... haiz.... oh man... watch the women of times yest.... so nice..... todae sure very nice de.... especiali very touching.....
Friday, June 02, 2006
