Thursday, June 08, 2006
♥ weird.....
sumtime... i feel myself weird.... reali gettin not to noe myself well le..... told mami abt it.... she also say me weird.... duno wat happening to me.... i also duno wat happening to me..... is it cos of past incident...... is it cos i scare the past will repeat itself again.... i reali duno..... i reali very confused..... wat should i do..... sumbody.... pls advice me.... i reali duno wat i should do.... argg....
just read angela blog.... feel tt she is another special person who i noe..... sumone who gt problems.... but doesnt show it out.... always having a hapi face( sumtime moody due to tireness).... but can reali advice ppl..... weixien is another one who i noe..... after reading angela blog..... felt tt i m always disturbing her n troubling her about small things.... haiz..... she so frustrated by personal and other things.... yet me still troubling her.... pestering her.... i feel so ashamed..... even todae gt one small thing.... need tell eugene.... i ask her help me tell..... den meiyun ask me go myself..... cos teacher assign me tis task.... den tot about it.... true.... teacher assign me.... yet i ask angela help.... for such small thing.....
i reali hav no confidence in myself.... y...... even todae.... in 3d..... i feel tt i m the worse out of the whole class.... their rendering n material so nice n real.... mine so fake.... den try until no mood..... y.... y m i lyk tis..... i reali feel ashamed of myself.....
just read angela blog.... feel tt she is another special person who i noe..... sumone who gt problems.... but doesnt show it out.... always having a hapi face( sumtime moody due to tireness).... but can reali advice ppl..... weixien is another one who i noe..... after reading angela blog..... felt tt i m always disturbing her n troubling her about small things.... haiz..... she so frustrated by personal and other things.... yet me still troubling her.... pestering her.... i feel so ashamed..... even todae gt one small thing.... need tell eugene.... i ask her help me tell..... den meiyun ask me go myself..... cos teacher assign me tis task.... den tot about it.... true.... teacher assign me.... yet i ask angela help.... for such small thing.....
i reali hav no confidence in myself.... y...... even todae.... in 3d..... i feel tt i m the worse out of the whole class.... their rendering n material so nice n real.... mine so fake.... den try until no mood..... y.... y m i lyk tis..... i reali feel ashamed of myself.....
Thursday, June 08, 2006