Wednesday, March 19, 2008
♥ Wori Lyk Crazy! What I Get In The End???
today my spec screw comin out again... no choice have to skip class and go find my aunt at NUH to fix my spec... fix le... wanted to call home to check if mami got cook my share... but call and no one picked up the phone... so called her hp instead... also no one pick up... tot she went down to take things... so called later.... but called after 10 mins still no one picked up....
felt very strange as usually mami at night will be home de.... sure picked up the phone de... so tried the hp again.... suddenly got an uneasy feeling came up.... msg my sis asked her if she home or can tried to call home... as i called many times from ard 8pm to 8.30pm.... was on the bus... den feel more and more uneasy... called again and again... no choice... got a lot of funny and scare feeling... faster alight and take a cab and rush home....
tried calling again.... still no one picked up.... 45 mins pass since my first call home.... i nearly drop tears.... as the feeling is getting stronger and stronger.... reach home... to find the lights were on from my mami work-room.... my room was also opened and light on.... open door went in.... saw mami sewing... sis playing psp.... WHAT THE ****!!! throw my bag everything on the table... and asked my mami in a high and loud with worriness.... why never picked up the phone!!!!! and walked to the toilet.... as my tears started to drop... i duno it is tears of relieve or tears of anger.... while walking back to room... hit my hand on the wall with a loud bang....
wen in room.... mami asked me what happened... and was going to scold me like that... but i wasnt able to say out anything... tears already kept dropping... den mami walk away angrily... den i take my clothes for shower.... had a long cry... kept asking myself.... AM I STUPID OR WHAT??? AM I A FOOL OR WHAT???? RUSH HOME TILL I FEEL LOST... YET WHAT I GET IN RETURN??? STILL GOT TO SEE 'FACES'....
yest wen to send documents to forwarder.... den took the same taxi to class.... was at a road junction at clementi which is quite a slope... den there was a very big lorry in front of the taxi.... i started having funny and strange things... what if the lorry suddenly lost brake and row backward.... and squash the taxi.... what if.... what if.... suddenly alot about life thinking came to my mind.... is this a phenomenon.... or was it i am just tinking too much.... I DUNO!!! I DUN WANT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING!!! ARGGGGG......
felt very strange as usually mami at night will be home de.... sure picked up the phone de... so tried the hp again.... suddenly got an uneasy feeling came up.... msg my sis asked her if she home or can tried to call home... as i called many times from ard 8pm to 8.30pm.... was on the bus... den feel more and more uneasy... called again and again... no choice... got a lot of funny and scare feeling... faster alight and take a cab and rush home....
tried calling again.... still no one picked up.... 45 mins pass since my first call home.... i nearly drop tears.... as the feeling is getting stronger and stronger.... reach home... to find the lights were on from my mami work-room.... my room was also opened and light on.... open door went in.... saw mami sewing... sis playing psp.... WHAT THE ****!!! throw my bag everything on the table... and asked my mami in a high and loud with worriness.... why never picked up the phone!!!!! and walked to the toilet.... as my tears started to drop... i duno it is tears of relieve or tears of anger.... while walking back to room... hit my hand on the wall with a loud bang....
wen in room.... mami asked me what happened... and was going to scold me like that... but i wasnt able to say out anything... tears already kept dropping... den mami walk away angrily... den i take my clothes for shower.... had a long cry... kept asking myself.... AM I STUPID OR WHAT??? AM I A FOOL OR WHAT???? RUSH HOME TILL I FEEL LOST... YET WHAT I GET IN RETURN??? STILL GOT TO SEE 'FACES'....
yest wen to send documents to forwarder.... den took the same taxi to class.... was at a road junction at clementi which is quite a slope... den there was a very big lorry in front of the taxi.... i started having funny and strange things... what if the lorry suddenly lost brake and row backward.... and squash the taxi.... what if.... what if.... suddenly alot about life thinking came to my mind.... is this a phenomenon.... or was it i am just tinking too much.... I DUNO!!! I DUN WANT CARE ABOUT ANYTHING!!! ARGGGGG......
Wednesday, March 19, 2008
