Tuesday, September 02, 2008
♥ life is unfair
can i say life is unfair for everyone.... not long before... got friend bdae.... my other friends bought stuff that she like and cos many people share... the price shared among all was reasonable.... they all bought the stuff that the person like.... and now one more friend bdae.... they bought a very ex stuff.... duno how many people will share... but i duno.... i duno what i should feel ba... of the present they gave to me... i duno what to comment.... the present i love most was the gift from weixien... though not useable or eatible (just a example)... but it has meaning.... even my mum was surprised and touched by the meaning of the present... i still wrap it up nicely and kept it at a safe place....
will i be walking alone in the sunshine or walking in the dark with friend? i really duno.... i feel i just a nobody in the world... haha....
sometime i feel like i not in them.... i not part of them.... how do i describe..... haiz.... i really duno what is my stand in them... just a spare? only when they need me to accompany den call me.... when only need to make up to the number den ask me along.... when dun need den push me aside? i admit sometime when they ask me go out... i tied to my stuff thus cant come... but it not as if i wish to stay home... i do wish to meet up with them.... mayb do some catching up.... but.... haix.... i really curious about my stand is a spare or a friend....
now... i only keep in contact with them.. and a few others... if i were to lose contact with them too... i doubt i have friends anymore.... sometime walking along... make me feel so lonely that even when i want to ask a friend out... it so hard... it make me feel more like going home early and rot my time away.....
will i be walking alone in the sunshine or walking in the dark with friend? i really duno.... i feel i just a nobody in the world... haha....
Tuesday, September 02, 2008
