Tuesday, September 02, 2008
♥ my brother
do not know why... suddenly start to have some thinking about my outing which i cant go due to my brother... i dun hate him for that.... i dun hate him at all for making me unable to go out.... cos it not what he wanted.... but i do not know why is it so hard for people to understand my situation... rmb last time had few arguments regarding this... putting the blame to my mum... saying why never bring to hospital early.... resulting him to be lyk this.... it not as if my mum wanted it to happen... she too had very hard time last time till now.... nobody wish to have this kind of situation at home.... no one... but... those not in this kind of situation will never know the hard time.... but why... why am i thinking of the past again? haven't i forgotten it.... some of the places.... the food.... why is it pieces and pieces of it coming back.....
Tuesday, September 02, 2008