Tuesday, July 07, 2009
♥ 另一半

那是日出还是日落,看你怎么看。。。
从前有个故事,上帝创造我们的时候,是一男一女,但这两个人,偏偏在一开始,就分散了。缘分将会将这两个人拉近,遇上彼此,慢慢的,又在一起。
人的另一半,就是这么的。缘分,时机,地点,将会是如何撮合人们。是你的,就是你的。不是你的,不管你如何想,如何争取,如何抢,如何怎样,不是你的,始终不是你的,还是会从你手中离开。
有人会骂我傻,有人会赞成。各有各的看法。有些人会觉得幸福就应该自己争取,有些人就会顺其自然。我可能就是其二。不是不想争取,可能害怕受伤,或者不会争取。我也不知如何。
曾经收过一个朋友的简讯,是这样的:为什么上帝在我们的手指间留有缝隙?等那一天,你命中注定的那一个,握住你的手,紧紧的把缝隙永远的覆盖。有点难翻译华语,意识差不多。哈哈。
真的好乱。不知是否我的世界已关闭起来保护自己。没感觉,好麻。但思想不停地想,不停地转。谁能融化那麻木的心。谁又会是我命中注定的另一半?随缘吧。

there was this story, about god created us, it separated into a male and a female. and this two individual were placed at different parts of the world. there is a connection between the two.
and strangly, this connection will draw the two individual to meet up together, causing fate and destiny between them two. and there they are, back together again. that how our the other half comes from. the time, the environment, fate and destiny is the crucial stuff.
what is yours, it is yours. what is not yours, not matter how you fight, how you think, how you try your best, it is never yours and will still slip right through your fingers no matter how tight you hold on to it.
some people might scold me crazy, some people may agree with my thinking. everyone have their own thinking. some feel happiness have to fight for it, some feel just let nature take its course. i maybe the second part? it not i don't wish to fight, i wish to, but am i scare of the pain, or i do not know how to fight for my happiness? i do not know myself.
once a friend msg me this:
ever wonder why god created gaps between our fingers? so that 1 day the one who is made for you, comes & fills those gaps by holding your hands 4eva. isnt that amazing and interesting and meaningful?
very confused. do not know if my world have close it doors to protect myself. no feeling. feeling numb. mind keep thinking and revolving. who will be the one to melt that icy cold heart? who will be the one in my life to fills those gaps? let nature takes its course...
Tuesday, July 07, 2009