Friday, July 31, 2009
♥ jobs
一直在网上翻查，总觉得我不知道我在哪里。不在这里，也不在那里。怎么办？我该往哪里走？学历不高，不上不下。谁能帮我？帮我找到一条我能走的路？
been online searching and surfing, but couldnt find anything. found myself nowhere here or there. cant go for that, cant go for this. where am i suppose to go? my qualification is not high, only have diploma. stuck at nowhere. how?
Friday, July 31, 2009
Thursday, July 30, 2009
♥ 自己
有时会想，我到底是什么人。我了解我自己吗？我是为谁而活？真的好恨自己。活了22年，我到底做了什么？我得到了什么？我吸取了什么？我失去了什么？我的梦想是什么？我的未来在哪里？我是否应该存在？有时感觉融不进身边的人。。。杀了我吧。。。
Thursday, July 30, 2009
♥ 工作
Thursday, July 30, 2009
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
♥ freedom
Wednesday, July 29, 2009
Monday, July 27, 2009
♥ snooker
昨天看完了一部戏，是猪爸借的。关于桌球。好好看。让我又掀起了我的兴趣。好久没玩了。这个星期我要去玩了，有谁要陪我呢？哈哈。
after two days finally watch finish the show which zhu pa lend me. about snooker, slight pool. it very nice, make me know better how to play, the position, the standing, the accuracy etc. very long no play already. must go play this week. anyone wan accompany me? now abit hard find people accompany wor. haha
Monday, July 27, 2009
Sunday, July 26, 2009
♥ steamboat
today was suppose to meet kristen they all was steamboat, but cause afternoon had a bad diarrhea, so was not feeling well. after that, elaine call, and i want go meet them, elaine and chua didnt reply my message, so call kristen, but she no matter how i ask, she don't want let me go, i understand, cause they eating steamboat, spicy, i might not be able take it. no choice, can only meet them next time. sorry gals, didnt mean to. i really want meet out, as it is really hard for us to meet together and gather. i promise i won't put aeroplane liao. even if i don't eat, i also must go meet u all. no matter what, must let me go ok gal.
Sunday, July 26, 2009
Friday, July 24, 2009
♥ 需求
Friday, July 24, 2009
♥ 云顶
前几天正在想九月能不能和表姐们和阿姨们去云顶。突然脑海里闪过几个画面，就是我和fiona坐杯子转圈圈。哈哈。真好玩。转到好晕，但是真的很好玩。从来没玩转圈圈到这么疯狂。哈哈。好想在去玩。希望真的九月能去。尽情的玩乐。
few days ago was thinking if able to go genting on september with my cousin and aunt. suddenly, pictures flashed through my mind. about me and fiona playing the cup turning. we turned until very fun and crazy. haha. so nice and fun. though slight giddy, but it really very very fun. never had so much fun on a cup turning before. haha, must have the right company. hoping september i can go genting. play till crazy and relax and refreshed myself.
Friday, July 24, 2009
Thursday, July 23, 2009
♥ message
有事要找weipeng，但是找不到，所以发简讯给fiona，顺便问问她们是否在享受。哪知道，fiona说她租了车，wahh,我突然之间能感受她们多开心的玩乐。害我不能专心工作了。哈哈。我忍，忍到phuket,要疯狂的玩！！！
have somthing to find weipeng about, but couldnt get her, so message to fiona, and also at the same time ask whether they are enjoying. who knows she told me she rent a car, can imagine how much fun they are having, driving around. wahhh. i 忍, till phuket then must play crazily liao. haha.
Thursday, July 23, 2009
♥ 阴影
Thursday, July 23, 2009
Monday, July 20, 2009
♥ house warming
星期六好迟才起来，因为星期五和朋友聊天到很迟，一点多。哈哈。第一次聊到那么长，那么精神。聊了很多。哈哈。聊到星期六一点才起来。呵呵。妈咪有点怪，难道因为我睡到午餐时间才起来？哈哈。不管了。下午休息一下，就跑去阿妈家吃螃蟹，只吃4只脚。哈哈。好难拔。有两只是源源吃，因为他看着我吃，也好想吃，就拔给他吃。哈哈。看他吃的模样，你也会觉得很好吃，想跟着吃。真可爱。
接着在阿妈家吃，陪她一起，和我的表姐们。然后本想一起去causepoint走走，但是突然有人要打麻将，我们就玩玩。玩到十点多，有点累，ah kim 就载我到巴士站，因为下雨，然后有点累，就搭280回家。看了点戏，就睡觉。星期天还早了一点起来，哈哈。接着看我的戏，突然妈咪说要和阿妈去四马路，我没办法，只好待在家里看住弟弟。整天在看戏。看了好多喔。看到乱。哈哈。至少我没有想那么多，想了些开心的事。大姐姐说的。呵呵。好像跟螃蟹有仇，一直在吃螃蟹。哈哈。
saturday woke up very late, due to friday night was chatting with fiona and chua. talk about alot of things. haha, very long never had such a long chat already. in the end woke up nearly 1pm on saturday. just in time for lunch, mummy abit weird. never mind, den afternoon go over my grandma house. they ask me go eat crab, in the end, i ate 4 pincer. haha. two pincer was for yuanyuan, he was sitting nearby looking at me eat. oh man, how can i not give him any. haha. see the way he eat, it make even the inedible food delicious. haha. really.
after that had my dinner at my grandma house together with my cousin to accompany my grandma eat. after that, mention want go causeway point walk walk, then someone suggest mahjiong. so started playing, but no money involve. after that, around 10 plus, ah kim tired liao, so she sent me to mrt and my cousin home. then being the tired and lazy me, took 280 home. oh no, must control liao. then watch abit harry potter and went to sleep. woke up slight early on sunday. watched my show on laptop, and got told by my mother that she want to go bugis with my grandma, so no choice had to stay home to take care of my brother despite very much want to go to siangyee house.
sorry about it siangyee. so continued watched my show. watched so many movies until i blur. at least i didnt think so much, haha. thought of some happy stuff, fiona jie jie say de. nowadays like have hatred for crabs, been eating it so much. haha.
Monday, July 20, 2009
Friday, July 17, 2009
♥ 黄丝带
昨天带着电脑，和weipeng 去tampines starbucks 找大姐姐，注册黄丝带的马拉松。一到那里，weipeng 和大姐姐就忙着旅行的东西，安排住的。我就在那自娱娱乐，玩起电动。有点闷，就跑出去买插头。weipeng 打了好多通电话，但我没接，因为电话不在我身上。遇到一个久同事，聊了几句。回头道starbuck 去，我们就换位。我没办法上网，就看我的戏。接着，看僵尸片，weipeng比我还认真，一直很专注的看，看到一半，我就开始弄黄丝带的东西。帮siewlit 和 ck 一起弄。弄完，僵尸片已经完了。哈哈。我们就护送大姐姐到mrt等siangyee。过后我们就回家了。咳。一天过得好快。
ps: weipeng 正在服侍老板娘。哈哈。她的钱包好暴喔，该换了。
yesterday went to meet fiona at tampines starbuck with weipeng, wanted to register the yellow ribbon. when there, they both started busy for the travel booking, so i just entertain myself and started playing my psp. was kind of bored after that, so went to buy plug, on the way saw one of my old colleague and started chatting awhile. weipeng called me many times on the phone but didnt pick up as phone wasnt with me. after went back to starbuck, shift place but couldnt go online, as fiona using my account. so no choice, watch my show. CSI and vampire show. weipeng very ento in the show, halfway, i switch place and started registering for the yellow ribbon. helped siewlit and ck too. by the time i finish, the show also finish liao. after that escort fiona to mrt to wait for siangyee. and we went back home by taxi. how fast a day past.
ps: weipeng serving "boss" fiona. haha. the wallet too explode liao. need change one liao.
Friday, July 17, 2009
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
♥ depression
忧郁症： 这些是否是几个月前经历过的，但是没注意到。我不知不觉的想，我是否真的有轻微忧郁症。有几样我是有出现过的。我不知道，我很乱。我时不时都会很伤，不知不觉中会有点想哭。我为什么会变成这样？为什么？我到底是怎么了？有时很想闹自闭。有时却很想出去散散心。昨天也不能好好的玩羽毛球。突然间整个人很沉重，很压力，很伤感。但是这些从哪来？头好痛。我不再是我，找不到我自己。更可怕的是，最后一点我曾经有过。但是回想到家人，那念头没了。我是否真的病了？
SIGNS AND SYMPTOMS OF DEPRESSION IN TEENS
- Sadness or hopelessness
- Irritability, anger, or hostility
- Tearfulness or frequent crying
- Withdrawal from friends and family
- Loss of interest in activities
- Changes in eating and sleeping habits
- Restlessness and agitation
- Feelings of worthlessness and guilt
- Lack of enthusiasm and motivation
- Fatigue or lack of energy
- Difficulty concentrating
- Thoughts of death or suicide
depression: some of the symptoms have encountered months ago, but didnt take into much notice. cant help thinking, am i really having slight depression? i don't know, i very confused. at times, will feel very sad and have the intense to drop tears and breaking down. what have happen to me? why? why am i like this? sometimes just feel like being alone, out of the world, the crowds. sometimes will feel like going out have a walk, going to the beach (my fav place). cant even play my badminton well yesterday. all of a sudden, feeling very heavy, very tense and stress, thought there wasnt any stress from playing badminton, but do not know where that came from. i no longer me, i cant find the old me. frightening, the last point i even had it. but thinking of my family, that went off very fast. am i really sick? is it time to find a doctor?
Wednesday, July 15, 2009
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
♥ 感情
为什么脑海里有点迷惑，有点空虚。但却出现一些画面。那是我心里要的吗？有点不了解我的心了。仿佛心里想的和嘴里说的不一样。不是每一件是都是这样。我仿佛觉得心里是否已经。。。我不确定。我尝试不去想，但是偏偏出现在我眼前。真想拨开我的心来看。确定我一直不敢确定的事。想找个人谈谈好难。尤其是谈心事。我也不知如何开口。
若说出来，害怕不知他人会如何看我。真的好想往我心里看看，到底是怎么回事。难道已经发。。。难道已经心。。。对这件事，我仿佛不会处理。经过一次，是怕，是胆小，是麻木，我不知道。昨天和老妈子谈了一点。知道她的看法。但是我凭什么？我是谁？只能默默的收在心里。心事谁人知。我不敢踏出第一步。如果不是我想的呢？如果只是我一个人的想法呢？我该如何收拾结果？我该如何面对？谁又了解我的心？为什么？为什么？为什么让我遇到？为什么！！！！
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
♥ TTSH
昨天陪mummy 去看医生。她需要做报告。仿佛有事，希望没事。一切没问题。从早上等到下午才做好。就去novena 吃点心。吃完了，逛逛一下。那一下，就让我花了两百多块要到三百。哈哈。好可怕。不出去，就很省，一出去买东西，就花很多。还好是久久一次。过后去了people's park，只是绕了一圈，就去marina因为那里有addidas,我可以买鞋。去到下午三点多，吃了些冰淇淋，好冷。哈哈。我们俩冷到发抖。就走到suntec要搭巴士回家，但是有点来不及，所以搭280回家。好累的一天。但是mummy开心就好。一个月后要回去拿报告。希望一切没事。
ps: 我终于拿到"HAP" - Higher Authority Passport。我可以去玩了，只要有钱，我就能出国。Yeah!!!
yesterday accompany mummy to TTSH for checkup. hope she be fine. waited from morning to afternoon, after that went to have some dim sum. after that walk around into a shop, but once in that shop, i am broke. it cause me 200 plus to 300 to go in that shop. haha. after that went to chinatown. walk one round, and went to marina to buy addidas shoes. haha, finally use my voucher. after that, walk around, and went to have ice cream. ate till 3 plus, and walk to suntec to take bus home. but kind of late and rush, so took 280 home. next month need go back take report. hope mummy be fine. and i want save more money.
ps: i finally got my "HAP" - Higher Authority Passport. i can go overseas with friends liao, as long as i save and use my own money, mummy is ok with it. Yeah!!!
Tuesday, July 14, 2009
Sunday, July 12, 2009
♥ chocolate buffet
星期五，我们一组人去吃巧克力“不肥”。八点才开始。吃了几块，好吃，但有些有点甜。还算不错，但是吃久了会很腻。整个感觉不错。很舒服。只是不久后，siang yee 和 lisin 说要吃炒果条，炒米粉。。。哈哈。 吃了不久，我们就回家，但是我没回。
送他们到mrt，我就慢慢找路到kristen 他们吃的地方。好远喔。到了，他们还在吃。但是我一直在喝水，也吃不下。因为胃有点不舒服。接着，我们去接ah gal。 然后游车河。哈哈。不知要去哪。 在车上小睡，胃也好一点了。我们开到East Coast 吃麦当劳。没吃什么，只是喝牛奶，但是kristen不让我喝，哈哈。因为胃的关系。过后，wen mung 先送我回家，因为我还要去ah ma家，因为ah gong 昨天做祭，ah ma 一定要我去她家睡，不放心我一个人。
所以先回家冲凉，收一些东西。再等wen mung 回来接我，哈哈。等着的时候，我睡着了。等我的电话响时，wen mung 已经在我家外面。哈哈。吓死我。快点起来，出去了。ah gal 坐在后面。wen mung 先送他回家。接着才是我。好累。wen mung 竟然还很精神。哈哈。到了ah ma 家，差点不能进。三点才到家。哈哈。
弄好ah gong 的东西，我们就出发去抓螃蟹。哈哈。还算不错，我们有约定晚上在去。晚上比较多收获。哈哈。过后，自己搭280回家。本想去找kristen他们，但是，咳，算了。他们应该很enjoy。哈哈。
had our chocolate buffet on friday. only can start at 8pm, so walk outside awhile. took photos. had a few pieces, kind of sweet for some. still not bad, but eat too much, abit sick. haha. the whole environment very nice, very relaxing. but when siang yee and lisin mention want eat hawker food, haha, abit spoilt the mood. no la. joking. not long, we went our own way, as lisin need go home early, then i also meeting elaine,kristen and wen mung, who is nearby at clarke quay.
send the others to MRT, and walk and find my way back to clarke quay and walk to river side view. kind of scare to walk alone there, so walk very fast. took me quite some time to find my way there. when i reach, they were having their dinner. ask me to help eat, but gastric not feeling well, maybe due to too much chocolate or walk too fast after the buffet. haha. after that, went for car ride. went to fetch ah gal at suntec. took us some time to figure out how to get there. haha. when we there, we tried to find our way out. but in the end, we keep driving back to suntec. haha. we seem so happy to be back at suntec. wahaha.
after that, had a small nap on the car, but was still awake. went to east coast have mac. after that, wen mung send me home first, as still need go to ah ma house. after that, pack my stuff and bath and msg him once done. and rest on my bed. kind of fall asleep, until suddenly my phone ring, wen mung is here and is outside my flat. diao. got my stuff and left. he sent ah gal home to bukit timah first then last is me as i going sembawang, and he lives in woodlands. reach ah ma house nearly 3am. wow. he still very awake. almost couldnt get in ah ma house.
once ah gong stuff finish, we went for crabing. caught some crabs, not very big. so we decided to go back at night. had more crabs at night. wanted to meet kristen and elaine for dinner, but they enjoying themselves. so after crabing, took 280 go home.
Sunday, July 12, 2009
Friday, July 10, 2009
♥ fiona's farewell
昨天是大姐姐最后一天与我们一起工作。好伤感。至少我控制自己不哭，不流泪。整个心情很沉，但是为大姐姐开心。舍不得，但是她正在前往另一个开始，追求自己的梦想。昨天去机场吃日本寿司。一大组人去。今晚将会有另一场。我们的巧克力“不肥”。希望会是个难忘的一晚。要开工了。好累喔。昨天好迟才睡。哈哈。
yesterday was fiona da jie jie last day in ghim li. sadness fills the place. at least i control myself not to cry. yeah. and i did it. feel so "heavy" yesterday, but still feel glad for her. stepping into another path of her life, end of this journey, the beginning of another. the door opens for her. pursuing her dreams. yesterday went changi airport and eat sakae sushi. a big group of us. tonight there is another dinner. our chocolate buffet. hope tonight be a memorable one for all of us. so tired, sleep very late last night. hehe..
Friday, July 10, 2009
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
♥ new workstation
my new workspace.... haiz...Wednesday, July 08, 2009
♥ nice dream
昨天、不，是今天。哈哈。今天早上，做了个美梦。梦到我在一个小岛，蓝天碧海白云，多美啊，多轻松。看着那蓝蓝的海，白白的云，听着那海声，多美妙，多好听。好轻松，整个人放松了下来，没烦恼，没忧愁，没思考，就懒洋洋的躺着，坐着，欣赏那一切。
真不想起来。所谓日有所思，夜有所梦。可能是昨天去吃火锅的关系。我们帮siewlit 庆祝。今天是她最后一天。真为她开心。昨天去bugis 吃火锅。吃着吃着，看到sophia。 哈哈。好久没见。聊了几句，又开始吃。有好多想写的东西，但是突然间，忘了。
今天开始搬东西。好累。好多东西喔。整个早上都在搬。搬到刚刚好午餐时间。叫了外卖。好累。好想睡。回到梦里。好想放个长假。无忧无虑。自由自在。咳。。。
yesterday night, no, no, today morning. that right. today morning had a beautiful and wonderful dream. dreamt that i was at a small island. the clear blue sky, the blue sea, the white clouds, so beautiful the sight.
今天开始搬东西。好累。好多东西喔。整个早上都在搬。搬到刚刚好午餐时间。叫了外卖。好累。好想睡。回到梦里。好想放个长假。无忧无虑。自由自在。咳。。。
yesterday night, no, no, today morning. that right. today morning had a beautiful and wonderful dream. dreamt that i was at a small island. the clear blue sky, the blue sea, the white clouds, so beautiful the sight.
so relax. looking at the sight, listening to the wave, so nice. so calming. totally let down my hair. no troubles, no thinking, no pain, no sadness. just lying on the beach, enjoying the whole view. really don't wish to wake up to the reality.
the cruel, untrue, painful reality. yesterday had a farewell celebration for siewlit. it her last day today. so happy for her. hoping she be successful in whatever she do in the future. went to bugis had the steamboat. met sophia there. so many things wish to post, but have forgotten.
was shifting and moving all my stuff to my new seat at level 3. so tired. been moving the whole morning. move till lunch time. too tired to go out plus is raining. so order macdonald. so tired, wish to sleep and get back to my dream. freedom, relaxation surrounding me...
was shifting and moving all my stuff to my new seat at level 3. so tired. been moving the whole morning. move till lunch time. too tired to go out plus is raining. so order macdonald. so tired, wish to sleep and get back to my dream. freedom, relaxation surrounding me...
Wednesday, July 08, 2009
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
♥ 另一半
那是日出还是日落，看你怎么看。。。
从前有个故事，上帝创造我们的时候，是一男一女，但这两个人，偏偏在一开始，就分散了。缘分将会将这两个人拉近，遇上彼此，慢慢的，又在一起。
人的另一半，就是这么的。缘分，时机，地点，将会是如何撮合人们。是你的，就是你的。不是你的，不管你如何想，如何争取，如何抢，如何怎样，不是你的，始终不是你的，还是会从你手中离开。
有人会骂我傻，有人会赞成。各有各的看法。有些人会觉得幸福就应该自己争取，有些人就会顺其自然。我可能就是其二。不是不想争取，可能害怕受伤，或者不会争取。我也不知如何。
曾经收过一个朋友的简讯，是这样的：为什么上帝在我们的手指间留有缝隙？等那一天，你命中注定的那一个，握住你的手，紧紧的把缝隙永远的覆盖。有点难翻译华语，意识差不多。哈哈。
真的好乱。不知是否我的世界已关闭起来保护自己。没感觉，好麻。但思想不停地想，不停地转。谁能融化那麻木的心。谁又会是我命中注定的另一半？随缘吧。
is that a sunrise or sunset? depends on how you look at it..... there was this story, about god created us, it separated into a male and a female. and this two individual were placed at different parts of the world. there is a connection between the two.
and strangly, this connection will draw the two individual to meet up together, causing fate and destiny between them two. and there they are, back together again. that how our the other half comes from. the time, the environment, fate and destiny is the crucial stuff.
what is yours, it is yours. what is not yours, not matter how you fight, how you think, how you try your best, it is never yours and will still slip right through your fingers no matter how tight you hold on to it.
some people might scold me crazy, some people may agree with my thinking. everyone have their own thinking. some feel happiness have to fight for it, some feel just let nature take its course. i maybe the second part? it not i don't wish to fight, i wish to, but am i scare of the pain, or i do not know how to fight for my happiness? i do not know myself.
once a friend msg me this:
ever wonder why god created gaps between our fingers? so that 1 day the one who is made for you, comes & fills those gaps by holding your hands 4eva. isnt that amazing and interesting and meaningful?
very confused. do not know if my world have close it doors to protect myself. no feeling. feeling numb. mind keep thinking and revolving. who will be the one to melt that icy cold heart? who will be the one in my life to fills those gaps? let nature takes its course...
Tuesday, July 07, 2009
Sunday, July 05, 2009
♥ prawning
昨天去吊虾，好好玩喔。在女儿家楼下约，我到时，wen mung, chua 已经到了。就直接上他的车。我们就直接去bishan吊虾。吊三个小时。一放鱼竿下去，很快就有一只很肥的虾上钩。哈哈。真好。我的第一只虾。好大好肥。yeah。
kristen和chua一直没吊到，我就换一下。不久就有虾上钩。哈哈。有几次好好笑。好夸张。还是别说了。吊到七点，就完了。
我们就拿那些虾去烤。总共23只。但是没调味料，没盘。没办法，只好叫4只鸡翅膀。然后把虾摆旁边。哈哈。开动。
吃完了，wen meng 借我他的车驾。哈哈。好好喔。从bishan 去potong pasir 接 elaine。过后就去changi airport。我们就去买popeye 吃。
打包到changi beach吃。找个地方坐下来吃。聊了很久。聊到中学时代，好怀念。只是看到wen meng 有点闷。哈哈。
因为他不知道我们的事。说到好开心。但时候不早，我们就回家去。chua 第一个到家，接着kristen，然后到elaine, 最后就是我。有点尴尬，
因为在机场发生某些事。害我不知如何解释。kristen 和 elaine, 你们别在玩我了。
yesterday went prawning. it was my first time prawning. met kristen at her house downstair. by the time i reach, chua was already there, both in wen meng's car. so i just wen up and off we went.
when we reach bishan, wen mung was the one doing all the hard work. haha. when i put the first bait down, very fast i got my first victim. haha. it was a very big and fat prawn mama. i guess.
but kristen and chua didnt get any, so help them abit. in between happen lots of funny stuff. haha. better don't say. after that, we prawn till 7pm. went to bbq the prawns, 23 in total. yeah.
but due to no plates no seasoning, we order bbq chicken wings. the small dinner was nice. after that, wen meng let me drive his car. we went to fetch elaine and off we went to changi airport.
we went to buy popeye, but cos no space, so we take away to changi beach and enjoy our 2nd dinner.
had a long chat there. talk about our old school, the teacher, the class, the painting we did. such a memorable place and relaxing place to relax and chat about old stuff. talk till quite late. and off we went home.
first was chua, next kristen, then elaine. last was me. as always. it was quite weird as something happen at the changi airport.
the whole environment seem abit tense, whole journey didnt really talk. only reaching home, guide abit.
kristen and elaine, i understand your well-being, but just let nature take its course will ya? thanks. i really appreciate, i also know some stuff. but, just see. haha.
Sunday, July 05, 2009
Saturday, July 04, 2009
♥ combine post
因一个人的要求，我将会有两种语言的博客。
我的好“女儿”啊，你要学习如何读华语啊。哈哈。
今天将会和“女儿”和wen mung 出去。将会去吊虾。不知过后会是谁吊。哈哈。我是不可能动那诱饵。好恶心。如果会动的话。呵呵。
过后会和elaine会和，去吃晚餐。不知去哪吃。但是我知道一样事，我好想驾车。哈哈。希望今天会玩的开心。好久没星期六出去了。
这几天工作压力好大，不够人手，同事也要走了。她伤心，我们也伤心。她不舍的，我们也不舍得。只希望她离开后，会开心多了，就像siang yee一样。
你要常写博客，让我们能知道下一次旅行要去哪。哈哈。祝你快乐。星期四就是你的最后一天了，希望那天你不会哭。开开心心的。星期五还要去吃巧克力“不肥”。呵呵。希望那天你会很开心。
just because of someone, i will have to write both english and chinese. And proper english somemore. haha. gerl ar gerl, must improve your chinese reading hor.
today will be meeting her and wen meng for prawning. haha. i not going to touch the live bait if there is any. so creepy and disgusting. haha.
after that will be meeting elaine for dinner together. do not know where we will be eating and what will we be eating. but i know something, i wan drive car car. hope today will have a fun time, as very long never go out on saturday.
this few days very stress due to work. not enough manpower, plus colleague leaving one by one. feeling very sad. she sad, we are sad too. she cant bear to leave, we cant bear to let her leave too. however, just hope she be happier then before.
just like siangyee. that day saw her, she seem relax and happier. good for her. hope fiona will feel that too. you must often update blog, to let us know the next travel plan. haha.
thursday will be your last day. hope you can leave happily, though it is hard. however, we be meeting on friday for chocolate buffet. hope that dinner will be a memorable and unforgettable for you. you must be happy, fiona! often smile like this. 
Saturday, July 04, 2009
Friday, July 03, 2009
♥ transformers
昨天去看了电影，好久没看电影了。和大班同事去看transformer:revenge of the fallen。。。 开始对这部戏没什么好感，一直觉得为什么这么多人喜欢看。直到昨天。。。我深深的被吸引住。我也是第一次上网订票订整排位置。八个位在中间。临时有多添了一个人，没办法，坐后面吧。我们、fiona, weipeng, lisin, jeff, ck, shenghwa, siewlit 八个人坐一排。derek 坐后面。有几次，我是真的融入了戏里。好紧张。我想我也会疯狂tranformer 吧。好想买他的戏回家收藏。这部戏也看也很久。从六点半加广告到九点多。好久喔。但是很值得。谢谢fiona,要不是她们要去看，我也不可能会去看。还是忘不了这部戏。画面一直在脑海里重复。结局也很可爱。哈哈。姿势是一样的。只是觉得那女孩很可怜。哈哈。就算要我再看一次，我也不介意。哈哈。整个声效，动作，画面都很精彩。很值得看。Friday, July 03, 2009
Thursday, July 02, 2009
♥ 遇人不淑
心情好差，只因为那件事。该怎么说呢？昨天和fiona、weipeng去tampines吃吃逛逛。本想去大巴窑做礼物的，但是没关系。明天去也行。买了一副拼图，真好看。好想快点做好。然后又去买护肤品。看到了siangyee。看得出她似乎很开心，比以前开心多了。真为她开心。聊了几句。过后分头回家。
今天不怎么开心。因为fiona跟我说了一件事。看得出她好难过，但是我们又能如何？事情发生到这种地步，不可能指望“他”了。没人情、大男人、自以为是、过度自信。真没话说。替她不值。她不该得到这种待遇。真的不知以后这里会不会天翻地覆。公司也没人情味。真不知能留到多久。不离开，因为舍不得。但是不离开，又做不下去。人真是善变。离开了，又有点愧疚，想帮也不是，不帮也不是。咳。。。人不为己天诛地灭。这句话很真，但是往往人会考虑很多。对别人仁慈，就是对自己残忍。话是没错，但是又有谁不对别人仁慈？不知是性格问题还是环境变了人。。。
Thursday, July 02, 2009
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
♥ 羽毛球天
昨天也去打羽毛球了，那是我们和佩丽（fiona）最后一次打羽毛球了。本想来个友谊赛，但是时间关系，而且我有在训练、只打两场。复习了前球，后球，开球等技巧。学了很多，很不错。只是前球和后球很累。哈哈。很快就没体力了。该去练气了。打完了球，便去找吃的。很奇怪，我和weipeng凑巧看到想吃的东西。而且又是同样的东西。真是心灵相通。哈哈。或是凑巧。看到一位小姐正在吃福建炒虾面，也看到一位男士吃炒果条。哈哈。吃着吃着，便和他们一起做巴士。游车河到sengkang 又搭280回家。很累但是很充实。。。
Wednesday, July 01, 2009
