Wednesday, September 30, 2009

♥ Big Wedding

祝全天下有情人终成眷属！！！

I AM GRUMPY.
Wednesday, September 30, 2009

Friday, September 25, 2009

Thursday, September 24, 2009

这几天好累，尤其是星期二。不说了。我的潜意识不对劲。有些事，清楚的潜意识是让我这么想，什么是对的，什么是错的。但是空虚的潜意识却大过清楚的潜意识，让我做出不对或不清楚自己在做什么。我怎么了？就有如今天等巴士的时候，一位陌生人，不知算不算，载我去ang mo kio 等公司的巴士，清楚的潜意识是不能上，但空虚的潜意识我却上了车。算是认识也算不认识的陌生人。也不知怎么讲。就像今天，本来天气晴朗，不到几秒，突然间乌云密布，整个天空黑了下来。来不及反应。在那乌云密布的一小部分，看到一片曙光。不知哪曙光会否被覆盖。咳、好想快点找回自己。让我清醒起来。我不能放弃。

haven been myself lately, been very tired. especially tuesday, dont wish to talk about it. not in a right state of mind. some thing, right state of mind told me to do the right and correct way, but the blur and blank state of mind, overpower it, making me doing stuff which i wasnt really know what i was doing. like today, was waiting for bus to ang mo kio, suddenly just went up a stranger van, stranger or not, i cant define, can say i kind of know, but also not very know. he drove me to ang mo kio. actually didnt want to go up the van, but the blur and blank state just overpower it and i went up, as if i really trust and doesnt care anything. what happening to me? today also was a very fine day, suddenly within minutes, the whole sky is fill with dark clouds. it so fast that you have no time to react. in that dark clouds, i saw a small portion of light. it kind of gave me a relieving mind, but still wonder if that small portion of light will be dark too. i need to find back the right me, the right state of mind. let me wake up, i won't give up or drop down so easily. i hope.

I AM GRUMPY.
Thursday, September 24, 2009

Sunday, September 13, 2009

♥ True Friends = bad guys

yesterday was disappointed. was out as a group, but in the end, split. walking fast in city link wasnt wrong, as it too crowded, how to stop and wait suddenly. found a place and waited for them. but what i get in the end, black face and being ignored. very long had no go out with my group, was just enjoying the company, when this happen. you have changed. nobody care and concern for you. nobody understand you. have you ever concern for us before? the world doesnt revolve around you only. true friends tell the truth, and i know truth hurts. but isnt that what true friends are? do you really want those liar, boot-licking around you? what the point? many years of friendship so easy to broke up because of this small matter?

you wants people to understand you, have you understand us before? you want people concern you, have you ever concern for others before? there are often give and take, you cant always take. face it, you not young anymore, you have to learn to think. think out of the box. people do change due to environment, time, years. study, work, etc. but friendship never change. friendship is so fragile to you? i never stop trying, nevver stop trying to concern, talk to you. but what i get in the end? have you ever think of our shoes? have you think in other people shoes? you turning 22 soon, what have you learn and get during these years? you may hate what i said here, but i just stating the fact. truth hurts! i also wish to have friends who are true and tell me truth too. it may hurts, but i get to know what others think. from another viewpoint. i really hope you can wake up, think about it seriously. friendship will never change. we will still be there for it. you may ignore me for months, i dont mind, i only wish you know and understand our true hearts towards you.

I AM GRUMPY.
Sunday, September 13, 2009

Friday, September 11, 2009

♥ Yellow Prison Run

上个星期天，好早起来，去了黄饰带跑程。到了那里，好多人。8点开始，但是因为塞车，到了起点，已经8.30 了。我们就开始跑。我跑了十五分钟，就开始走了。哈哈。慢慢跑，也是一样。没办法。我就是参加走程。哈哈。不多说了，要开工了。

last sunday went for yellow ribbon prison run. nono, should be walk, suppose to start at 8am, but reach there at 8.30am, as traffic jam. so started running at the starting point, run for 15 min, walk liao, despite was a very slow pace run. haha. must train my stamina liao, for next year "walk" again. haha. cant talk much, need work liao.

I AM GRUMPY.
Friday, September 11, 2009